Chapter 117

*****Sofia's POV*****

"I feel terrible!" I whisper out in a breath, only loud enough for myself to hear it, before I sink back down in to my chair.

The moment Vincent walked away, I felt empty once again, the waiting room being a time for me to fully look back and reflect on everything that had happened - everything I had done wrong.

His absence was immediate, as if the air had been sucked out of the space as though he couldn't stand to be around us for a second longer. He left us behind with nothing but the oppressive stillness and the dull hum of the hospital machines running in the background.

Luckily Emma had brought me pyjamas to wear (proper ones) not like the scratchy fabric I was found in and as for my matted hair and bruised up body, there wasn't much to be done with that right now...

I swallow hard, annoyed that I somehow thought I would feel back to my normal self the second I was out of there and away from Ashton, but right now, I probably felt worse...

Worse knowing that I had hurt so many people with my foolishness and stupidity!

Reid hadn't moved either, his leg still bouncing nervously as he stared down at the floor, clearly worried for his friend, and I could see the tension settled in his jaw, the same unspoken fear that was gripping all of us. Daryl was still in surgery, still fighting for his life and it was all my fucking fault.

I tried to blink back the tears burning the corners of my eyes, but it was no use. The pressure had been building for way too long, and now that Vincent had been and gone, there was nothing left to hold me together. Emma squeezed my hand gently, like she could sense the storm brewing inside me, but even her quiet support couldn't stop the flood from coming.

I covered my face with my hands, my chest tightening as the sobs eventually broke free. "This is all my fault," I whispered louder, my voice cracking under the weight of the words.

Emma immediately shifted closer to me, wrapping her arms around me, but her embrace only made the guilt worsen. "Sofia, no "

"It is!" I choked, pulling away from her. The tears were falling freely now, hot and fast, and I couldn't begin to control them.

I didn't care who saw me. I didn't care about anything except the overwhelming guilt eating me alive from the inside out.

"If I hadn't left Vincent's house that night... if I would have just stayed to talk things out with him... If I hadn't have been stupid enough to walk down that street alone so late at night... if I had just told Vincent about Ashton being in town... none of this would've ever happened to us!" My voice grows with each explanation, each one acting like a punch of reality.

was all because of

soft with sympathy. "You couldn't have known any of this would

I screamed, startling both Emma and Reid

to alert me that I wouldn't be safe here with him in town

But I didn't care!

stop it. The words had been locked

and it's all my fault!" I choke out, allowing for my head to fall forward back in

for causing so much pain to those who stepped up to help me when

I had

I was a danger to them all at this point! My life

heave as the memories crashed over me, one after the other. Ashton grabbing me, the suffocating fear as he dragged me into that dark basement, the blind terror of being trapped there, helpless and alone. Daryl bursting in to save me, taking

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us could've seen this coming. Ashton is a fucking psycho. This wasn't your fault, and Daryl would say the same!" Reid speaks out next,

mixture of pain and

hadn't looked at me the

had barely spoken to me when he got here, wouldn't even let me touch him... And why

hooked up to machines, fighting to stay alive. I was the wedge that had landed between them both before all of this too. Their relationship hadn't

to the both

in his eyes, in the way he pulled

that I blamed myself for

It was my fault.

All of it.

as the sobs gave way to a quiet, hollow despair as I finally look

than ever before, but her warmth couldn't reach me fully. Nothing could. The guilt was

firm. "You survived, Sofia. That's what you are, a survivor. Daryl went in there to save you because he knows how important you are to each

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