Shadows In Durango

Chapter 126

*****Sofia's POV*****

He tried to pay off my father?

I didn't know what to feel. Shock? Anger? Upset? Flattered?!

A strange kind of sadness punched in to my gut, like I was somehow at the center of a deal I had never asked for.

My father - the one who was always controlling, always playing with his power over me- and Vincent thought throwing money at the problem would make it go away?

"Y-You just tried to pay him off?" I heard myself repeat, but the words felt foreign, like they weren't even mine.

Vincent nodded, his eyes filled with something that looked like guilt. "I thought if I could just get him out of the picture, it would keep you safe, Sofia. That's all I wanted. I was brought up to think that money could buy anyone out for the right price and I was willing to pay him whatever it took to have him disappear from your life..."

I wanted to break down again, to make him understand how wrong trying to 'buy me' from him was, but deep down, I could sort of understand his thought process behind it... but I didn't want to admit that.

Was I supposed to be elated that he would offer up such money to fix the biggest problem lingering over my freedom, perhaps, but the main problem was that he kept all of this from me - operating and making dealings with my father behind my back.

That was what upset me most, the sneakiness...

Part of me also knew that my father didn't only care about the money, not this far in, he didn't like being humiliated and felt that I had done exactly that to him by running off and not following through with his marriage offerings... For that, I knew he would want far more than some dollar bills to settle him down... he wanted as much as he could take from me.

"You still don't get it, do you?" My voice trembled, but I forced myself to stay calm, even though every part of me felt like I was splintering inside. "You think money solves everything, that it can just make problems disappear. But you don't understand my father. He wants to see me suffer. He won't just walk away from this..."

Vincent's jaw clenched. I could see that he was struggling to stay composed, but I didn't care. I couldn't care about his feelings - not right now.

help you, Sofia," he said, his voice a little too defensive, a

it worse," I spat, my voice cracking. "By going behind my back, by not telling me the truth, you made everything worse. Now I don't even know what to think!" "The marriage wasn't mine or my father's idea, just know that! I would never make such an offer knowing

what his Mom and Daryl had been going on about at dinner that night... the 'marriage'

in all of this to begin with!" I state the obvious now, as he nods slowly, evidently nervous to upset me further by disagreeing. "Yeah, well, he told my father that he would step out of your life completely on three conditions. One, was to take the money of course. Two, was by having you marry me to strengthen business between our families. And the third, was that he wanted to be there to fucking witness

planning this whole ordeal behind my back... but they planned

of your damn mind?! What makes you think for one minute that he wouldn't just show up here with a shot gun to blow my brains out after all of the hassle I've caused him?! Or what if he only wants to know my location to drag my ass back home where he can torture and punish me for the rest of my miserable life?! Did you ever stop to think of any of that Vincent?!"

my whole life, and yet only yesterday, I had dreaded losing our connection when Vincent had been distant

heavy mistake on his part, one that I hadn't had

closing in, quicker than

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it all yet!" Vincent pleads,

all of this as much as he seemed like he

him, I slump back down on to my seat, folding my arms firmly across my chest to

reach up to scratch the back of his neck, seeming

fix this, but I just felt so messed up after each and every revelation coming

much more after that, but my father told him we would think it over for a few days and would get in touch..." He breathes, eyes searching mine for a reaction before he carries on, "I was trying to think of the best way to talk to you about it all, knowing that

he know? Was everyone aware of what was going on?! Was that why he was in such a bad mood that day?" I ask, pulling together every piece

When he heard about the 'deal,' he lost it. He didn't think I should go through with any of it, especially

from the start. Although he had been

one to handle it,

angry, too hurt to let it soften the knot of

I know. But I swear to you, I had no intention of going through with it without talking to you. I wasn't going to let him anywhere near you either. I just hoped at first he would accept the money and move on but I shouldn't have assumed that... especially when you tried to warn me about how

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liked you, you know? But I just don't know if I can trust