Shattered Girl (Emmy)

Shattered Girl Chapter

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"Oh sweetheart, I don't think you know what you just did." Jake chuckled, resting his chin on my shoulder.

What do you mean?" I asked confused.

"Josh enjoys being in charge, especially in certain situations," Jake said

Oh, oohhhh," Jake nodded seeing that I had caught on to what he was saying. "Wow, ok, I will keep that in mind." My face was red again. I didn't have a lot of experience when it came to sex, but I did have an e-reader app on my phone and had read plenty of books about dominant men who liked to be in charge in and out of the bedroom. Another wave of heat shot through me imagining Josh, being bossy and in control. What would it be like to give that much control to someone? Just imagining the things he would tell me to do, hardened my nipples, and soaked my panties. I gave an involuntary shiver. "Does that scare you sweetheart?" Jake was looking at me with concern. "If him being so controlling bothers you I will talk to him about

it."

"Thank you Jake, but I'm ok with it, if anything changes I will let you know." I leaned back against him. He began to rub his hand gently up and down my arm.

"Nothing is going to happen unless you ask. I know everything happened fast, and you have had a hell of a week. We will take things as slow as you want, we will never force you to do something you aren't comfortable with." I nodded showing Jake that I understood. "You have to know sweetheart, the second we both met you, we felt a connection to you. I know Andrew and Michael will feel the same way when they meet you too." I twisted my head so I could kind of see Jake out of the corner of my eye. "I feel a connection with you too," I admitted. "I'm scared though, I have never felt this way about anyone, let alone two guys at once. It feels like I'm scared of everything." I looked down at my hands, so Jake

I have wanted to do all day," He

I have never kissed anyone before," I admitted. I

going to be your first kiss." He was grinning like a kid on Christmas morning. I nodded my head, waiting for him to move closer. He leaned forward slowly, gently touching his lips to mine, then slowly increasing the pressure. I moaned when he slipped his tongue between my lips. I had read so many books, but nothing had prepared me for how

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nipple. He pulled back a little, looking to make sure I was still ok. I nodded, and he leaned in, continuing the heated kiss. Jake's fingers danced across my nipples, squeezing gently and making me groan in pleasure. He lifted my shirt and stared at my hardened nipples through my bra. I tensed, and Jake sat up and moved back on the bed, giving me some space. I'm sorry, sweetheart. Was that too much?"

scars," I whispered, feeling ashamed

His eyes darkened; reaching for my hand, he interlocked our fingers, rubbing my arm with his other hand. Chapter

asked as he continued to let his

my arm and kissed it. I gasped in surprise, wanting to pull away but curious to

most people could not even begin to imagine. You are a survivor." Tears were running down my face as Jake wrapped himself around me. I never felt so safe and protected before. Just then, the door swung open, and I frose; Josh stood in

bed, allowing Jake to help him. set down all the food before climbing onto the bed and wrapping me in