Shattered Girl (Emmy)

Shattered Girl Chapter

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"Oh sweetheart, I don't think you know what you just did." Jake chuckled, resting his chin on my shoulder.

What do you mean?" I asked confused.

"Josh enjoys being in charge, especially in certain situations," Jake said

Oh, oohhhh," Jake nodded seeing that I had caught on to what he was saying. "Wow, ok, I will keep that in mind." My face was red again. I didn't have a lot of experience when it came to sex, but I did have an e-reader app on my phone and had read plenty of books about dominant men who liked to be in charge in and out of the bedroom. Another wave of heat shot through me imagining Josh, being bossy and in control. What would it be like to give that much control to someone? Just imagining the things he would tell me to do, hardened my nipples, and soaked my panties. I gave an involuntary shiver. "Does that scare you sweetheart?" Jake was looking at me with concern. "If him being so controlling bothers you I will talk to him about

it."

"Thank you Jake, but I'm ok with it, if anything changes I will let you know." I leaned back against him. He began to rub his hand gently up and down my arm.

Jake out of the corner of my eye. "I feel a connection with you too," I admitted. "I'm scared though, I have never felt this way about anyone, let alone two guys at once. It feels like I'm scared of everything." I looked down at my hands, so Jake couldn't see my face, and carefully rubbed my splinted arm. "I promise sweetheart, we will go as slow as you want." He squeezed my arm and gently climbed from behind me. He turned to face me, tapping my legs so I would make room for him. I slid my legs apart so he would have room to sit between them. Jake grabbed my good hand and waited for a second to make sure I was ok.

do all day," He admitted, his face turning a light

I didn't think Jake could smile any wider but he

on Christmas morning. I nodded my head, waiting for him to move closer. He leaned forward slowly, gently touching his lips to mine, then slowly increasing the pressure. I moaned when he slipped his tongue between my lips. I had read so many books, but nothing

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my hard nipple. He pulled back a little, looking to make sure I was still ok. I nodded, and he leaned in, continuing the heated kiss. Jake's fingers danced across my nipples, squeezing gently and making me groan in pleasure. He lifted my shirt and stared at my hardened nipples through my bra. I tensed, and Jake sat up and moved back on the bed, giving me some space. I'm sorry, sweetheart. Was that too much?" I could see the worry in his

you to see all my scars," I whispered, feeling ashamed of my

about anything with us." His eyes darkened; reaching for my hand, he interlocked

these scars mean?" He asked as he

gasped in surprise, wanting to pull away but

even begin to imagine. You are a survivor." Tears were running down my face as Jake wrapped himself

girl crying? What happened? Josh approached the bed, allowing Jake to help him.