She Accepted Divorce, He Panicked by Nyx Rai

Chapter 54

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Sebastian's POV

She doesn't love me anymore. Still having a hard time getting used to it, but I can't deny that anymore.

It's not supposed to be like this, but I feel like I lost something precious. How could you feel bad for losing something you never wanted in

the first place? How is that fair?! I didn't want it, but she forced her love into my hand, and now she is taking it back, still with force. I never had a chance to make a decision in this.

Never in my life, have I ever felt what "unreachable desire" is.

I never knew what I had until it was lost. But it was gone too fast. One second, it was as solid as the ground under my feet, and the next second it was just gone. How could someone shut down their love, so firm and decisive?

She didn't just take care of our house, she built a home for us. When I "go home", she should be there. With a smile, in a lingerie, cooking. Anything. It was a place where no problem could penetrate, where I could rest and refresh for the next day. She made it so safe that I How could she just...leave?

I don't even know what exactly went wrong. I mean, I didn't treat her the best, I know that now, and I want to amend. But I don't even know where to start.

of seeing her as a blood vessel; later I thought it was because of the past few months when I was occupied by Ava's surgery, but then it was about

I do, I have to find out that there is

never knew I could be so cruel. And I can't even justify any

I think of her as such a

find a

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mean, aside

but when I took out Ava's weight on my judgment of Scar, I suddenly found the

open with as genuine a tone as I

know I have problems, but I'm willing to work on them. I'm sorry I didn't hear you five years ago, and I wasn't happy when I got into the marriage, but even then, I never considered ending it. It wasn't my way of tricking you into helping Ava. Marria Scar looks surprised, and that enlightenment hurts. I think at some point she was about to laugh,

dare not hope it's because she still cares about my feelings. I

manner.

up my marriage so

say something, and I can literally see her effort of trying to make

to fathom her

at my face. I thought she

She throws me the