She Accepted Divorce, He Panicked by Nyx Rai

107 Letting Go

Sebastian's POV

I got into a fight with Adrian.

I saw Scar with Adrian in the parking lot talking, happily. I could have gone and given her the files. It has been in my car where I basically live these days. I didn't. I wasn't in a hurry to cut the only connection between me and Scar.

I followed their car, not sure what I wanted out of it. Another talk after

Adrian sends her home? What could another conversation do? Everything I do right now only pushes her further away. But I followed them like a lost kid.

Adrian the jerk soon spotted me and lost me in the traffic. He was a racer, the one thing I could never win him with.

When I caught up with him, Scar already went to see Ava. I admit, I was upset. Ava wasn't in any urgent need, and he shouldn't have let her go. Jack Fuller doesn't care whether Ava needs it. He would drain Scar no matter what.

His daughter's illness planted a hunger for Scar's blood deeply in him.

I demanded why he let Scar do that and he punched me, shouting something about I didn't have the right to ask him that.

His punch doesn't hurt as much as the fact that Sear trusted him with her secret.

so she never

times. And she showed him her deepest, darkest scars that she doesn't even show me. She has never complained to me about feeling like a blood vessel before. I thought she didn't like

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107 Letting

a fuss about it, but

know she felt trapped and used, like

guess it's because she did all that for me. She thought she was earning a chance from me, and I totally

should let her go. I want to amend all the harm I have done her, but if leaving is what she wants, then...I should let her

files that end the period of my life that has Scar in it, and I just realize it's almost my whole life. I have known her my whole life. She never confessed her feelings for me, but I knew about it way before she brought

ignored them as "rightful punishment", for her

close my eyes as if not seeing myself would ease the shameful guilt, but no. The guilt and shame were

and I watched them driving off. Part of me wanted to give them my blessing. I might not see eye to eye with Adrian on a lot of things, but he does love Scar. He jumped after her on that abandoned building,

run him off the road and

was mine. So easily and so determinedly mine. She loved me with such

give up his empire he fought his whole life for and just up and

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I can. The moment she leaves by herself,