She Accepted Divorce, He Panicked by Nyx Rai

137 Dream time is up Sebastian's POV

As I watch her trying to engage me in a conversation, to keep me distracted with phony gratitude, I can taste only bitterness in my mouth no matter how much nerve-number I pour down.

I know why she could lie to me now- I'm no longer special to her.

I am to her now as is everyone else, a person she can use and not feel bad about it. Honesty is to her a " solid base for marriage". I ruined that marriage, and she is allowed to not give a damn to its base.

She was right. She built a home for me, for us. A real home, not just a house to live in, a harbor where I could relax from my day and recharge, where I was cared for to the extreme without paying anything. I broke that heaven into pieces without realizing what I had.

I watch her - I meant I "not notice" her steal my phone and give it to a guy I don't even know like the most awkward thief in the world that she is, tasting the bitter pain in my chest as if a thousand needles are piercing me. She has made her bed, then she has to lie in it, right?

She got me drunk, and she stuck herself in a conversation with me that she clearly hated, to have my phone, then she had to tolerate me. That's how it works.

"I'm sorry I hurt you because I couldn't face my own doing..." I loathe the coward that I am, only dare to say this with the excuse of being drunk, "Could you..." ...Forgive me, one last time?

I dare not ask. I know her answer. I guess I never understood her fear when she prepared a gift for a month, just to ask one simple question. Now on the other end of an ask, I can't even imagine where she found the courage and patience to ask over and over again, just for a piece of time with me, when I gave only cold, blunt rejections in return.

brings up a drink for

to refuse, and the sourness in

the one who wanted a drink

such a move stings my eyes. She hates being close to me, and like a mean kid throwing a tantrum, I pull her

used to have negative distance between us, and now even at an

Justful man. I didn't want to have sex with Scar. I hated her for forcing my hand, and I

time is

+25 BONUS

with Scar, it became

submitting to me,

she gazes at

was love. With her, it was "making love", not just,

you..." Grumbling by her ear, I grab her waist and press her into me, and reluctantly, Scar gives in

I feel complete, finally.

been lost for so long, and