She Accepted Divorce, He Panicked by Nyx Rai

Scarlett's POV

I stop, but I don't know how to turn around.

For a long moment I pause there, and for a long moment, he waits patiently behind me.

How great it would be, if he had asked me this question at ANY POINT in our marriage? If he had doubted Ava just a little bit in the long time window when I kept hope, I would have jumped to tell him the truth. If I had even a shred of confidence that he would have believed me, I would have.

But now...

I turn around, only to find him standing on the green grass when I'm already off on the cold blacktop. A hard line between us, like the five years that we can leap over. He looks at me with too complicated a look that I can't quite read. In his eyes are hope, struggle, hesitation, and...fear.

Fear of what? Of me being the girl he saved? Or not?

"The question is..." I take a deep breath just so I can look into his eyes, "Do you WANT me to be?"

girl, or was your love for her also because of who she was? For ten years she has been a mean girl but you could never see that. Just like how for ten years I have been the girl who

love could only come out of a glance of one day, but if it was...then maybe,

hesitates, the hope in his eyes dims together with the sky. I maintain my smile as

over Ava before the sun goes down, then I will be

guess you are right,"

darkness in the corner where the sun can't shine on, Sebastian lets out

the truth so long

doesn't matter now."

at the sky. The story of my first love ends here, but, for what it's worth, it has an ending as

Startled, I open my eyes as I flinch, but Sebastian locks

and accept the kiss. It ended anyway, so why not? This is the only kiss shared between us

was saved ten years ago deserves this

that long kiss, he blurts like a machine gun as I pant for air," protected her for that, yes! I took care of her for that, because saw the desperation in her eyes for her own home that day, and I wanted to keep her eyes clean as how I found

what? My oxygen brain is not able to