She Accepted Divorce, He Panicked by Nyx Rai

186 The Most Comfort

Scarlett's POV

"I'm sorry..." Sebastian grabs the frame of our door, so hard his fingers turn white. "I-- I..."

He stutters for long, but no words come out.

What COULD he say? Hours. Only a few HOURS after he told her no, he is on his way to see her, in the middle of the night.

Because Ava cut her own wrist.

"I...I won't do anything inappropriate with her. I just..." With utter struggle in his eyes, Sebastian explains, to me, or to himself, "I mean, you can come along if you--"

I cock my eyebrows and he instantly adds: "I'm sorry! I don't mean that, I'm not asking you to come and help her! I swear!"

I sigh. Only a few hours ago, I thought we could start over. I thought if Sebastian would take my side against Ava, then maybe we do have a chance at holding together a family. I was wrong. So long as Ava exists in his heart, she could drill a hole in our family no matter how generous I be.

"I want to believe you, but what would you do if she really is dying of blood loss?" I look at him, hearing only dead disappointment in my voice. It's the sound of all the hope of building a family with this man dying.

He just grips the

help her this time, no matter what," I tell him frankly with coldness that I didn't even know I could manage, "I won't let her harm my baby

it's MY baby. Not ours. Even if he still wants to be part of the baby's life, I have to accpet the fact that the

pregnant is a crucial time. I can't risk anything, not to mention a huge amount of blood

haste, "It's my baby, too. I will find some other way to help even if you are

will power to not shake my head in disappointment at his words. You also said

not like I don't understand

her? You can't give her blood. I can. You can't cure her. The doctors can. She wants you there only because she wants you, and

you are

now," I say calmly. In case her "deep cut" heals before you can make it. I don't believe Ava

pain, "This is all my fault. I know. I gave her false hope and I didn't deal with her in the right way. I'm sorry.

is pleading for. I

is pleading for our marriage

deep sorrow in his eyes, my heart aches, too. I was saved by this man, I fell in love with this man and

much as

hate him. I don't enjoy his pain, and I don't want to

open.

at fault. Ava has been pulling Sebastian to her side, and I have been refusing to let go. She is the