She Accepted Divorce, He Panicked by Nyx Rai

198 Scar's Condition

Sebastian's POV

If Scar stopped loving me when she brought up divorce, she hates me now.

When she looks at me, there is not even hatred or anger in her eyes. There was nothing. She doesn't see me, but just a stranger who she wishes the worst on. I can read those wishes. I don't mind if she hates me. I don't even mind if she tries to get revenge on me. I do deserve that.

But she won't. She is not here anymore. When I'm not forcing her to talk, it's like she is already beyond this world.

I should spend more time with her. I should have been there for her when Ava came, but I...

"Sebastian...I told you, you don't have to come to the court," Damian is surprised to see me, "When is the last time that you got some real sleep?"

Two or three days ago? I don't have time, literally.

then it IS my fault. I gave

all these, but I dare not to let myself stop. I feel like the moment I let go and rest, my whole world would fall to pieces. "How can I not? It's Scar's trial..." I sigh, rubbing my temples as

to take care of the baby. You have to. You can't let anything happen to him, I'm serious. It's not just about him.

Damian showed his card to me, and suffering together does bring people closer. Though I think it's purely because he played his role in Scar

tone hesitating, "Maybe if you could tell Scar about

up the throbbing pain in my temples, "If the only worry is

of my life. I just saw the slimest hope of getting my lovely wife back, with our pretty, healthy baby born, and home built for us. But somehow I fell into hell

was too

More than two months early! The doctors had zero hope for her survival but she made it. Maybe she knew how much his mama

she is not ready for the world

the least problem. She came with a lot of complications,

that word before I met her, and now my little Alice

Scar knew about her, only to lose her again in a few days, it would

Scar hates me, putting holes in me, instead of going