She Accepted Divorce, He Panicked by Nyx Rai

198 Scar's Condition

Sebastian's POV

If Scar stopped loving me when she brought up divorce, she hates me now.

When she looks at me, there is not even hatred or anger in her eyes. There was nothing. She doesn't see me, but just a stranger who she wishes the worst on. I can read those wishes. I don't mind if she hates me. I don't even mind if she tries to get revenge on me. I do deserve that.

But she won't. She is not here anymore. When I'm not forcing her to talk, it's like she is already beyond this world.

I should spend more time with her. I should have been there for her when Ava came, but I...

"Sebastian...I told you, you don't have to come to the court," Damian is surprised to see me, "When is the last time that you got some real sleep?"

Two or three days ago? I don't have time, literally.

hard to prove. If it was Ava, then it IS my fault.

do all these, but I dare not to let myself stop. I feel like the moment I let go and rest, my whole world would fall to

let anything happen to him, I'm serious. It's not just about him. Scar's life depends on him, you know that." "Lilith is with him," I nod, pushing

does bring people closer. Though I think it's purely because he played his role in Scar losing hope

Damian wouldn't move, his tone hesitating, "Maybe

I can't," I sigh. Bringing up the mess that's my life cranks up the throbbing pain in my temples, "If the only worry is that Scar might be too fragile for any huge

saw the slimest hope of getting my lovely wife back, with our

condition was too critical,

had zero hope for her survival but she made it. Maybe she knew how much his mama sacrificed

is not ready for the

least problem. She came with a lot of complications, the most severe among them

her, and

If Scar knew about

me, putting holes in me, instead