She Accepted Divorce, He Panicked by Nyx Rai

207 Locked Up

Sebastian's POV

"How have you been--" I start, only to stop when I hear how ridiculous my question is when she has been in prison, "I mean, I have been looking for you all this--"

"Looking for me?" Scar laughs lightly, her icy purple eyes finally darting in my direction since I climbed up the wagon, "Why? I didn't know revenge also has this kind of a charm."

You deserve any revenge you want. I'm just glad you are here.

Scar wouldn't accept my visit after our first and last conversation in prison. And then she was transferred away not a month into the state prison. Abnormally, even with Damian on our side, our motions of requiring her records or even her whereabouts were denied over and over again.

I wanted to tell her about our baby, but I missed my chance.

Scar missed five years with her, and that's all my fault.

"I tried to locate where they transferred you to, but they denied our motions..." I start, only to feel the sharp sarcasm behind her eyes, and my tongue adds in haste, "I really did! It should have been a standard motion but--"

"But you remained in your luxury house, and I remained where I was," Scar curves her lips lightly as if we were talking about the weather.

doesn't care if I actually

smiles more now. Much more than before when she was married to me. She smiles at her pain,

see a deep buried sorrow and endless anger in her smiles. I just couldn't see

is not here.

now it feels different, when she actually adapted the blood-soaked word as her name when

Even that tickles my heart. I'm too deeply

contact with your dad?" I ask. I have to. I need to tell her about the baby, but if she already knows, then it would

mask. I

would she be?

Scat just occurred to me that maybe our common motion of requiring her whereabouts was denied

who knew about our baby besides

I have been looking for Scar.

my Alice, too. She is the angel Scar sacrificed her life to save for me. Besides, she needs me, too. I

we managed to

us. Somehow. I couldn't even start looking back at that dark period of my life. With Scar locked up and then completely lost. With the fact that I failed to tell her about our baby, and let her disappear on me

be dead, and that's because failed to let her know that even. though we all failed her,

God. That