She Approved the Split He Fell Apart

Chapter 21

021 Innocent Ava

Sebastian’s POV

I have never seen Scar so happy with her laughter reaching her eyes….when she left with her friends.

She never laughs with me, she just smiles at me- she used to smile at me, but not anymore. Not for months. But even before when she did, it was different from the laugh she had with her friends. Her smile at me was always timid and restrained, like a puppy scared of being hurt, but also desperately flatters people for food.

She wasn’t happy with me. I made sure of that.

I thought I was just “not loving” her. I didn’t. I don’t! And because of that, I never cared if I was hurting her. She forced my hand, and I used that to justify everything.

The past three days were really rough for me.

I couldn’t stop thinking about Scar’s accusation, of how horribly we have been treating her. I felt sick of myself every time I think of the phrase “blood vessel“. I kept searching in my memory for clues to justify my actions. Maybe she deserved it, maybe she brought that to herself, maybe things didn’t have to be that

way.

I couldn’t find any.

was just an accident. She wanted everyone’s attention,

justify that, I forgot how. At first, we understood. She was the healthy one, so of course she was jealous of Ava when Ava was the fragile baby doll that required constant attention. After a while, we got tired of her jealousy, and we started to

place. We just decided by ourselves that she should grow out

Now she did.

wants our attention. I could feel

me changing into an identical shirt, but today when I forced her to look at me, she didn’t even

no longer sees

much, when all she did was to stop

space for us. I look at him rubbing his shoulder with a painful look, wondering

so mean to Scar?” I blurt

having a hard time

021 Innocent Ava

a question I didn’t know

to explain,

never did anything

you think?! She hates us!” Gabriel exclaims as if I

since Ava told her that she was adopted! You know, not linked by blood. Bound to happen. Though

that put a roof over her head…if

dare not follow