Is a mistake from the Moon Goddess 195

Chapter 195

The next few weeks passed in a whirlwind of class, training, and silence. I dragged myself through the door after yet another long day. I dropped my dinner onto my coffee table and face planted onto my couch, and groaned.

I was exhausted. I wasn't sleeping properly and in between classes and the double training; I was running on hopes and dreams at this point. I rolled over with a groan. Fuck."

My phone gave a tiny ding, and I scrambled to pull it out of my pocket. It was a quick text from Wendy telling me she made it home. I tossed my phone with

another groan.

This time, I sat up and screamed. "I'm so fucking stupid." gripped my head in my hands and pulled at my hair. Goddess, how could I be so stupid?" I stood and stalked my way to the bathroom connected to my bedroom and stripped off my clothes.

You're not stupid. Megan offered, but Nix stayed silent.

I jumped under the hot spray and instantly crumpled to the floor. I leaned my head against my knees and for the first time since coming back to my moms, I cried.

"I'm being so stupid. And weak."

You are not. You're allowed to have feelings. Megan came closer.

doesn't even like me." The tears burned, but at least the fall of the shower hid their fall. "I'm crying because he hasn't messaged me or emailed me in weeks. And I know he's busy Megan, I do, and I know I am the last

he would. Nix finished as she slunk out of

want me for me? Not for

tried to make me feel better. You are

"Just not

enough." I whispered as a sob

Nix tried, but

two more minutes to pity myself. Two more minutes to cry and then I'm

need to sleep,

minutes

was never mine to begin with. After I counted to one hundred and twenty seconds, I wiped my face and got to my feet. I started

but I shook my

was the last time I will cry over any man." I swiped a the invisible tears on my face and gave a small, sad laugh. "It was a foolish thought

Megan pushed against the wall, and Nix sat next to

laugh. "But hints mean nothing compared to action and words." I grabbed for my shampoo, missing my old scent. "I got so wrapped

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