Shifted Fate by Alicia S.Rivers

Is a mistake from the Moon Goddess 209

Chapter 209

Toya finished reading the email, as another came in. This one marked personal. “I think this one might have more of an explanation." She pointed to the notification, but I was still frozen where I sank on to my bed when I read it. He had to date these women. What about me?

I heard a soft sad howl from the darkness of my forest where Nix had taken up residence in my soul. She hadn't come out in a long time, and Megan only appeared periodically. They left me alone to deal with everything. And while I can kind of understand, I was growing resentful of my wolves. I was already cut adrift by my father. I had pulled away from my mother to sell my sadness. Her sadness. Rowan was doing his part and then there was us. So divided, they refused to come out any more.

We were supposed to be planning our next steps and I couldn't even speak with them. I shook my head. I had let them pull away because, obviously; they had things they needed to deal with that they didn't want to share with me just yet, but I was at the end of my rope. I pushed myself to approach the forest edge, and I called back to my two wolves.

Enough is enough. I don't know why you guys pulled away from me, but you left me alone to deal with all of this myself. This silence was answer enough. I pulled my magic closer to me since it was the last thing that I had. You are letting a man come between us. Again. I screamed and then I turned away.

"Ouch." Toya jumped back from me and my eyes snapped open and to her.

"What's wrong?"

flinched back from my hand and pointed. I looked down at my hands to find sparks dancing between my fingers. "I hurt you?" My voice was hallow.

Toya came back to my side. "I'm fine. I

it."

closed my eyes and shook my head, pushing my power away to

and lose it, too "Sorry. I just..." I shook my head as I felt a frustrated tear

on, Amy? You haven't been yourself

last night Rowan was here" I wiped at the tears on my cheeks, "They see everything I'm dealing with, but obviously what ever they are dealing with is more important because they left me alone for a man." I could hear the bitterness in my voice, taste it

back and figure things out." Toya was trying to be helpful but

so to say a word or two, then slinks back, but Nix? Nix has been gone for six months." I flopped back onto

in her arms. "Why

away enough to look up at her. "I've lived that life. Last time I had Nix's voice, but I wasn't able to shift. Now I'm able to shift but I don't have the actual wolf." I crumpled into her arms. "And shifting is becoming harder." I said the last words as a whisper. My truth, I didn't want to face. Since Nix and Megan had pulled away from me, every time I shifted, it hurt more and more. The damage I was doing to force the shift

get addicted to that stuff."

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