Shifted Fate by Alicia S.Rivers

Is a mistake from the Moon Goddess 283

Chapter 283

I was out there for over an hour before someone came out and checked on me. I had zoned out, sinking deep into the rage I had pushed away as I dug into the soft dirt. Every time I blinked, my mind flashed to Carl's last breath, me looking up to seek my friends, my people and having my eyes fall on Rowan. "So fucking stupid." I mumbled to myself.

I gave a soft sigh. "I should have figured you were out here brooding." Toya sat at the edge of my hole. I kept digging, ignoring her words. I wasn't brooding. I was digging a grave. I must have mumbled exactly that, because Toya chuckled. "Two things can be true at the same time."

I snapped my head up and I pointed at her. "Shut up." She raised her hands in surrender, and I had to close my eyes and clench my jaw. "Sorry." But I turned back to digging.

She sighed again. "Amy..."

"No." I wouldn't let her finish.

to me." She huffed out and I slammed my shovel into the

be done with it." I glared up at her and she shook

say anything. She raised her brow and then continued. "But you and Nix did the same to him. If you were both honest with each other, none of this would have happened. I get that you're mad that he

be Erubus. Goddess, if it was just that, I would have been happy. Estatic even. Nix had set her eyes on him, and I...” I trailed off as I felt my tears burn behind my eyes. "I wanted Rowan. I wanted him so fucking desperately, I begged him. Begged him to

"But?"

"He said I was his. I was his, but his wolf was set on another. And I was sad, but understood cause

looked down at me.

be mad. Okay. I know this is stupid." I grabbed the shovel. "But he was supposed to wait." There I said it. "He

watched as she looked down at me and I felt my anger

know it's stupid. My head is saying one thing, but my heart is saying another." I started to dig again. "That's why I walked away from him. I couldn't face him. Not that second. At that moment, I felt like he had lied to me all over again. That he walked away from me when I needed him, again." She made a noise. "You are supposed to be on my side. You're supposed to

"And I am. But I wouldn't be your friend if I didn't question you." She turned. "You both have your own things going on. And you both have your own plans." She looked over her shoulder back at

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