Shifted Fate by Alicia S.Rivers

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"You can't mean that." I hit her arm, but she shook her head.

"You don't understand. We handled you, but I was terrified you were going to die. Having a heat without a mate was bad enough,

but adding your shattered heart on top of it nearly did kill you." Her face was a mask of rage. "There were a few days were you

refused to eat or drink. You whittled down to nothing." She looked down at her hands. "We you came to, your wolves were

fighting for your life, so you didn't see much of a difference. But at the height of your heat, your heart stopped beating." Toya met

my eyes. "But even after all of that. I knew Rowan was doing it because he cared for you and didn't want to ruin you." She nodded

as she sighed. "It took a long time for me to realize that."

I nodded. "Yeah. Me too." I sat back against the sofa. "It took almost a year for me to stop hating him. For the heat, for pulling

away. And then the graduation happened, and I was flung back to the pain and anger I felt." I rubbed my face. "I don't know how I

am going to face him..." I trailed off and then shook myself. "I don't even know if he still cares about me. Or how Thoth feels." I

groaned. "Fuck, I don't even know how I truly feel."

"Well..." Toya stood, turned, and pulled me up. She turned me to the stairs and pushed me. "Maybe you should go read those

figure

stumbled to the stairs and stopped. I looked

softly

if I like Rowan and Thoth?" She

her hands in the air. "Fuck, I'd

laughed. "Not what

worrying about something

need to focus on how much you care about them...and how much they care about you." I stiffened, and she laughed. "Stop worrying about it. First things first, read the letters. It will help you understand everything better...hopefully." She spun

up the stairs.

"But Carly..."

Toya laughed at me. "We all understand that you are busy until this is all over. We signed up for it. And Wendy and I explained it to Carly. As did you? As did your mom. She understands.

love is on

to puke. "What if he's

next words. "Then you fully move on, instead of this

thing you have

She leaned in and kissed my forehead. "You

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ran a hand down my hair. "A reason that had Wendy

he sucked you back in." Then she laughed a little.

it by being himself." She turned me around to face the stairs.

move. "But what

"Then we face it. Now get your ass up these steps and stop being a

finally started up the stairs. Every stair, every