Chapter 70 Her Letter
“Ethan!” Georgia burst into my room.
I took a sip of whisky and looked up. “I thought you were going back to Drogomor.”
“What I do is none of your business! Talon told me, how much did you f*cking drink?”
“Do you need me for anything?”
“I need you to stop all the crap you‘re doing, okay?” she said bluntly. “There‘s a war out there, and you…”
“I what? I didn‘t miss any report, I didn‘t make any irrational decisions. I‘ve been handling every responsibility just fine. So would you people just leave me alone?!”
She looked at me quietly for a moment.
I thought she would curse, but instead, she said calmly, “Ethan, she’s gone. Just let her go peacefully.”
My narrowed eyes snapped open. Fury rushed through me. Not at her, but at myself.
“What do you know?! Enough!” | roared.
She would never understand. I was the cause of Rosalie‘s death. How could I let go of that?!
Georgia sneered. “I know that she‘s gone and you need to move on! Look at you, what a f*cking mess you are!”
“Watch how you speak, Georgia.” I growled in my alcohol –addled state of mind and glared at her with fury.
“Or what? Are you going to ship us away again, like you did all those years ago?” she raged. “Or like how you took a vow to the Goddess and abandoned your mate sense when you turned twenty–one?!”
I noticed that her eyes were red.
“Did any of that f*cking help at all, Ethan? No, it didn‘t! If you hadn‘t sent us away, Soren would still be here today! If you hadn‘t abandoned your mate sense, you might have realized how important Rosalie was…”
Was she about to cry? I couldn‘t remember the last time I saw my sister like this…
I couldn‘t argue with her at all. I felt like my brain was filled with fog; I couldn‘t reason through anything right
now.
The choices I had made… were they all wrong?
My head hurt, and I reached for the amber liquor again.
But Georgia was faster than me. She snatched the glass from my hand and finished her speech:
yourself together, Ethan,
looked her in the eyes for a
murmured– to myself,
to take her by
Rosalie. Do
head. “But she must have,”
looked at the envelope on the table. It was still
in disbelief. “You still haven‘t read
what you think, then you
***
was hushed and dark. I had not lit a
stupor, but I‘d run out of whisky, and it was starting to wear off. Sleep
envelope lay on the table, and my eyes
stared at Rosalie‘s familiar handwriting. I could almost
What did she write?
words telling me what a monster I
Georgia was probably right, Rosalie was too sweet to do
the letter. My fingers trembled slightly as I
deep breath, I ripped the envelope
“My Dear Ethan,
allow me to call you
open this letter, is your brow furrowed as usual? You probably never knew, but I
a mate who cherished me, protected me, and took all the miseries of life
in my wildest dreams, I never thought I would meet you. Maybe it sounds silly, but you are more than ten thousand
in love at the first sight
your pack, the rain pouring down; I remember your scent when you first approached me; I remember the cold hospital light reflecting off
you, I
My love for you was so humble that it dared
your sleeping face, and even your
all that
with you were
beautiful the dream
to wake up, no matter how
powerful Alpha– you have an imminent war and you have your
brought you a little comfort in the past, now my presence, I’m afraid, has become more and more of a burden
whenever I see your
I don‘t want to see you torn
decision is difficult for you, then let
my love will
us. Our child and I will be with the Moon Goddess, embraced
Ethan. Please
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