Chapter 86: Would He Ever Come Back?
I walked through the garden for a few moments, looking around the bigger hedges and bushes, trying to find Ethan, but I didn‘t see him anywhere.
It was like he had vanished from my life again.
With a hand over my baby, I walked back home and went inside, closing the door behind me.
It seemed so lonely inside now. Not long ago, Soren and I had been sitting at the table eating dinner, laughing, and having a good conversation about our day. Now, the entire house seemed still and quiet.
“What was Ethan even doing here?” | asked myself aloud. I had no idea.
He said he‘d come there to see me, but why?
How did he even figure out where I was?
I wanted to talk to Ethan again. I wanted to find him and make him sit down and answer a thousand questions.
But that wasn‘t going to happen.
I lay backward on my bed and stared up at the ceiling, wondering if I‘d ever even see him again. There was a chance he would just go back home. Perhaps all he wanted was to see me, and now that he had, now that he knew that I was alive, he would just turn around and head right back to Madalynn‘s open arms.
Madalynn… and her ring.
I decided there was nothing more I could do, so I got ready for bed.
However, In my restless dreams, I kept seeing Ethan again but not being able to speak to him.
When I woke up, I couldn‘t stop thinking about him.
Seraphine was there to check my vitals, and Lola was tidying up the cottage. We were all friends, but I knew | couldn‘t talk to them about this. I couldn‘t risk them finding out the truth about my past.
Thad left that all behind.
Or at least, I thought I had.
“Ro?” Seraphine asked as she put her stethoscope back in her midwife bag. “Are you okay? I‘m done checking the baby, and you usually ask me a thousand questions. Today you‘re just staring off into space.”
“Oh. I‘m sorry.” I shook my head, smiling at her. “I guess I‘m just distracted this morning.”
I knew from the twinkle in her eye
at her. “We‘re just friends,” I reminded her. I ran a hand over my belly. “Everything is okay
she said. “It
me feel. Was I ready to
image of me lying in bed, pushing out my child with Seraphine‘s help, came to mind. The fuzzy form of a man next to me came into view, but I wasn‘t quite sure
imagined that the experience would be very different based on who it was next to me. Soren would be so supportive. He‘d probably manage to make it fun.
worry, dear,” Seraphine said, sitting down next to me. “I know giving birth is never easy, but you‘ll be just fine. I‘ll be there with you every step
out of
Your baby is healthy, and you‘re young and strong. I‘m sure this will be a perfectly normal birth where everything will go as planned, and before long, you will have your
her bag. I knew she had some other patients to see that day. I had other things to do
business, and I needed to check the
that I needed to hurry
that was what I told myself I
looking
of my own home. How had he managed to reduce me to this state again? I had come so far, only
a teenage girl, pining after a
but he didn‘t answer. Sol cut some flowers
me as I came in. “Do you
wonderful. Thank you,” I told her,
bothered to come here if he wasn‘t going
thanked her as I took the vase full of
to set the vase on a table. It slipped from my
floor, spilling water all over my
said as Lola also cried
get a broom and mop. Pregnancy can
needed to clean up
Lola returned, I reached for the broom.
off. “You could hurt yourself. I’ll
injure myself, though I felt awful that I’d created such
I was a danger
as
and I still
in the garden, looking for any sign of him while I pretended to prune the trees, but I didn‘t see any trace. No footprints, no lingering scent, no evidence that he‘d come
to think that perhaps he hadn‘t actually come to see
life. Whatever it was that had brought Ethan back into my life for those few fleeting moments, he‘d gotten
at nothing as Seraphine organized the drawers of
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