Chapter 86: Would He Ever Come Back?
I walked through the garden for a few moments, looking around the bigger hedges and bushes, trying to find Ethan, but I didn‘t see him anywhere.
It was like he had vanished from my life again.
With a hand over my baby, I walked back home and went inside, closing the door behind me.
It seemed so lonely inside now. Not long ago, Soren and I had been sitting at the table eating dinner, laughing, and having a good conversation about our day. Now, the entire house seemed still and quiet.
“What was Ethan even doing here?” | asked myself aloud. I had no idea.
He said he‘d come there to see me, but why?
How did he even figure out where I was?
I wanted to talk to Ethan again. I wanted to find him and make him sit down and answer a thousand questions.
But that wasn‘t going to happen.
I lay backward on my bed and stared up at the ceiling, wondering if I‘d ever even see him again. There was a chance he would just go back home. Perhaps all he wanted was to see me, and now that he had, now that he knew that I was alive, he would just turn around and head right back to Madalynn‘s open arms.
Madalynn… and her ring.
I decided there was nothing more I could do, so I got ready for bed.
However, In my restless dreams, I kept seeing Ethan again but not being able to speak to him.
When I woke up, I couldn‘t stop thinking about him.
Seraphine was there to check my vitals, and Lola was tidying up the cottage. We were all friends, but I knew | couldn‘t talk to them about this. I couldn‘t risk them finding out the truth about my past.
Thad left that all behind.
Or at least, I thought I had.
“Ro?” Seraphine asked as she put her stethoscope back in her midwife bag. “Are you okay? I‘m done checking the baby, and you usually ask me a thousand questions. Today you‘re just staring off into space.”
“Oh. I‘m sorry.” I shook my head, smiling at her. “I guess I‘m just distracted this morning.”
she asked me, and I knew from the twinkle in her eye that
friends,” I reminded her. I ran a
course,” she said. “It really
that made me feel. Was I
mind. The fuzzy form of a man next to me came into view, but I wasn‘t quite sure who he was–was it Ethan, or
very different based on who it was next to me. Soren would be so supportive. He‘d probably manage to make it fun. Ethan, on the other hand… would he
know giving birth is never easy, but you‘ll be just fine. I‘ll be there with you every step of the
trying to get the images out
Your baby is healthy, and you‘re young and strong. I‘m sure this will be a perfectly normal birth where everything will go as planned, and before long, you will have your child with you
to go finish packing her bag. I knew she had some other patients to
had business, and I needed to check the
to hurry and finish, or it
to pick some flowers. At least, that was what I told myself I was doing… but honestly, I
looking
How had he managed to reduce me to this state again? I had come so far, only to be thrust back into
like a teenage girl, pining after
but he didn‘t answer.
still there. She smiled at me as I came in. “Do you need a vase,
you,” I told her, still
even bothered to come here if
and I thanked her as I took
window as I went to set the vase on a table. It
over the floor, spilling water
no!” I said as Lola also cried out.
Ro. Let me get a broom and mop.
to get the tools she needed to clean up
I reached for
“You could hurt yourself. I’ll get it,
to injure myself, though I felt awful that I’d created such a
thinking straight. I was a danger to myself and
as
I
looking for any sign of him while I pretended to prune the trees, but I didn‘t
was beginning to think that perhaps he hadn‘t
Whatever it was that had brought
in the baby‘s nursery, sewing the blanket, staring at nothing as
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