Chapter 181 The Letter Says It All 

Ethan…

This was a name that carved into my bones. Someone I’d never forget, regardless whether I was in this world or not.

I took a deep breath and considered what she was asking me. I’d had a chance to say goodbye to my son. I would tell Vicky and Georgia how much I loved them and appreciated their friendship.

What, if anything, did I wish to say to Ethan?

I managed to shake my head a bit. “No,” I said,

Georgia’s eyes were wide open, as if she was heartbroken for her brother. However, seeing me fading, she didn’t press.

I whispered, “I’ve already told him everything I needed to say

“You have?” she asked, kneeling down next to me now.

“Yes, I told her. Tell him… tell him if he’s not sure what to think… how to interpret my feelings for him.. tell him to read the letter again.”

The letter?’ Vicky asked, clarifying She knew which one I meant.

The last time I thought I’d never see Ethan again, I’d told him everything. At the time, he’d thought I was already dead. Now that I was dying… there was nothing I’d want to say differently.

Closing my eyes, I finally admitted to myself that till this day, I still loved him. In fact, I had always loved him.

I came to understand that all of the fear, the anger, and the disappointment were because of the love I had for him.

Therefore, every lie he told, regardless whether he meant it or not, hurt. Every wrong he had done to me, regardless of how small it was, I couldn’t bear.

However, now I was at the end of my life, all I could see closing my eyes was his gentle blue eyes on me. I could almost smell his scent I longed for his arms around me

Yes. The letter says it all.”

**Ethon’s POV

“Alpha, our defense had been pushed back.”

“Alpha, the enemy’s reinforcements have arrived, Led by King Kal, and they are approaching.”

“Alpha, it’s urgent! They are starting to surround us!”

A large map was stretched out across the table in front of us, and as the different messengers came in to report the information about troop movements out on the battlefield, I pleced markers wherever the enemy troops were located. “How many are there?” I asked one of the messengers, a tall, slender man with a pale face who looked terrified. No wonder he wasn’t a warrior.

“On the right side, they have moved up at least twelve thousand warriors, sir,” he said, swallowing hard.

I nodded. “And the left?’

“Our reports show that there are at least ten thousand on the left, sir.” He blinked a few times, like he wos trying to get

the courage up to tell me the total number. “And… another ten thousand in the center.”

And King James’s

see that the voice was commander Landon’s. He would know

why it was

nodded in

long?” I asked

the tall one who had been reporting asked, clearly

explain myself. “How long,

are coming fast, but the forest is dense there. It

quick calculations, including the numbers I already knew to be positioned in the three different sectors, and the number

least five to one’i mumbled. I looked at the maps again, continuing to check the math in my head, but I was sure I was

were coming toward us quickly. At this rate, with these numbers, they could easily surround us, cut the palace off from the outside world, and lay siege to our city

of something major that we could do to stop

sudden, my heart started

I couldn’t breathe. It was

at me worriedly. He asked through mindlink, ‘You all

a moment. Take

announced, “Commander Landon, my Beta will continue going through the detailed reports

I turned and walked

see Rosalie, right then. Something was wrong but I was afraid to

rushing through the palace, I told myself that she would be fine. She said she’d be fine a couple of days ago She said she just needed to rest and asked me to help her to

in my soul, a terrifying feeling called out, urging me to move faster and faster. With every step that I took, the twisting motion within me became worse. No matter how

her room, I saw both Georgia and Vicky standing around her

my head around the situation. My gaze fell upon Rosalie, who laid very still

moment,

didn’t want to

she must be just resting, I

myself calling her

didn’t move. Why didn’t

look away from her stunning white hair.my instinct told me not to focus on

one hand on

hushed her. “She’s

me closer to the bed, then I sat on

was sobbing. I scolded them in low voice. What the f*ck are you doing?! She’s fine! Can’t you see

me. Why did they act like this? Rosalie wasn’t

Rosalie’s hand in mine, but as the temperature of her hands began to fade, my

up, hoping to find someone who could tell me this wasn’t real, but they were just

No.

did fate treat me like

could I accept that she was

me a chance to apologize to her for everything I did

was so ashamed

years, or even decades to make it up to her, and it was all good because I’d thought I had lots of time to do so now

be her mate, I’d stay away as if I didn’t exist in her life. I’d watch her, protect her,

needed,

set eyes on her, I’d wanted her, but through my own foolishness, I did nothing

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