Chapter 181 The Letter Says It All 

Ethan…

This was a name that carved into my bones. Someone I’d never forget, regardless whether I was in this world or not.

I took a deep breath and considered what she was asking me. I’d had a chance to say goodbye to my son. I would tell Vicky and Georgia how much I loved them and appreciated their friendship.

What, if anything, did I wish to say to Ethan?

I managed to shake my head a bit. “No,” I said,

Georgia’s eyes were wide open, as if she was heartbroken for her brother. However, seeing me fading, she didn’t press.

I whispered, “I’ve already told him everything I needed to say

“You have?” she asked, kneeling down next to me now.

“Yes, I told her. Tell him… tell him if he’s not sure what to think… how to interpret my feelings for him.. tell him to read the letter again.”

The letter?’ Vicky asked, clarifying She knew which one I meant.

The last time I thought I’d never see Ethan again, I’d told him everything. At the time, he’d thought I was already dead. Now that I was dying… there was nothing I’d want to say differently.

Closing my eyes, I finally admitted to myself that till this day, I still loved him. In fact, I had always loved him.

I came to understand that all of the fear, the anger, and the disappointment were because of the love I had for him.

Therefore, every lie he told, regardless whether he meant it or not, hurt. Every wrong he had done to me, regardless of how small it was, I couldn’t bear.

However, now I was at the end of my life, all I could see closing my eyes was his gentle blue eyes on me. I could almost smell his scent I longed for his arms around me

Yes. The letter says it all.”

**Ethon’s POV

“Alpha, our defense had been pushed back.”

“Alpha, the enemy’s reinforcements have arrived, Led by King Kal, and they are approaching.”

“Alpha, it’s urgent! They are starting to surround us!”

A large map was stretched out across the table in front of us, and as the different messengers came in to report the information about troop movements out on the battlefield, I pleced markers wherever the enemy troops were located. “How many are there?” I asked one of the messengers, a tall, slender man with a pale face who looked terrified. No wonder he wasn’t a warrior.

“On the right side, they have moved up at least twelve thousand warriors, sir,” he said, swallowing hard.

I nodded. “And the left?’

“Our reports show that there are at least ten thousand on the left, sir.” He blinked a few times, like he wos trying to get

the courage up to tell me the total number. “And… another ten thousand in the center.”

King James’s troops are moving here

to see that the voice was commander Landon’s. He would know

would also know why it was important to

nodded in

I asked the

had been reporting asked,

explain myself. “How long, dammit!”

is dense there. It depends on how long it takes them to get through

some quick calculations, including the numbers I already knew to be positioned in the three different sectors, and the number of troops amassed

least five to one’i mumbled. I looked at the maps again, continuing to check the math in my head,

surround us, cut the palace off from the outside

think of something major that we could do to stop them. Otherwise,

of sudden, my heart

couldn’t feel, and I couldn’t breathe. It was as if part of

at me worriedly. He asked through

moment.

will continue going through the detailed reports

I turned and walked out

see Rosalie, right then. Something was wrong but I was afraid

palace, I told myself that she would be fine. She said she’d be fine a couple of days ago

me to move faster and faster. With every step that I took, the

room, I saw both Georgia and

get my head around the situation. My gaze fell upon Rosalie, who laid very still on the bed

moment, my heart

was quiet, so I lowered my voice. I didn’t want to starlle Rosalle… she still

she must be just resting, I

myself calling her

move. Why didn’t

beautiful. I forced myself to look away from her stunning white hair.my instinct told me not

one hand on my shoulder.

her. “She’s resting.

closer to the bed, then I sat on its edge

them in low voice. What the f*ck are you doing?! She’s fine! Can’t you see the movement of

they act like this? Rosalie wasn’t dying.

the room. I held Rosalie’s hand in mine, but

was whimpering. I looked up, hoping to find someone who could tell me this wasn’t real, but they

No.

fate treat me like

accept that

a chance to apologize to

was so ashamed

it might take me months. years, or even decades to make it up to her, and it was all good

me to be her mate, I’d stay away as if I didn’t exist in her

she needed, I’d

I’d wanted her, but through my own foolishness, I did nothing

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