Chapter 181 The Letter Says It All 

Ethan…

This was a name that carved into my bones. Someone I’d never forget, regardless whether I was in this world or not.

I took a deep breath and considered what she was asking me. I’d had a chance to say goodbye to my son. I would tell Vicky and Georgia how much I loved them and appreciated their friendship.

What, if anything, did I wish to say to Ethan?

I managed to shake my head a bit. “No,” I said,

Georgia’s eyes were wide open, as if she was heartbroken for her brother. However, seeing me fading, she didn’t press.

I whispered, “I’ve already told him everything I needed to say

“You have?” she asked, kneeling down next to me now.

“Yes, I told her. Tell him… tell him if he’s not sure what to think… how to interpret my feelings for him.. tell him to read the letter again.”

The letter?’ Vicky asked, clarifying She knew which one I meant.

The last time I thought I’d never see Ethan again, I’d told him everything. At the time, he’d thought I was already dead. Now that I was dying… there was nothing I’d want to say differently.

Closing my eyes, I finally admitted to myself that till this day, I still loved him. In fact, I had always loved him.

I came to understand that all of the fear, the anger, and the disappointment were because of the love I had for him.

Therefore, every lie he told, regardless whether he meant it or not, hurt. Every wrong he had done to me, regardless of how small it was, I couldn’t bear.

However, now I was at the end of my life, all I could see closing my eyes was his gentle blue eyes on me. I could almost smell his scent I longed for his arms around me

Yes. The letter says it all.”

**Ethon’s POV

“Alpha, our defense had been pushed back.”

“Alpha, the enemy’s reinforcements have arrived, Led by King Kal, and they are approaching.”

“Alpha, it’s urgent! They are starting to surround us!”

A large map was stretched out across the table in front of us, and as the different messengers came in to report the information about troop movements out on the battlefield, I pleced markers wherever the enemy troops were located. “How many are there?” I asked one of the messengers, a tall, slender man with a pale face who looked terrified. No wonder he wasn’t a warrior.

“On the right side, they have moved up at least twelve thousand warriors, sir,” he said, swallowing hard.

I nodded. “And the left?’

“Our reports show that there are at least ten thousand on the left, sir.” He blinked a few times, like he wos trying to get

the courage up to tell me the total number. “And… another ten thousand in the center.”

out there. And King James’s

up to see that the voice was commander Landon’s. He would know what Kal

why it was important to note the man’s

nodded in

I asked the

had been

time to explain myself. “How long, dammit!” I shouted at

are coming fast, but the forest is dense there. It

some quick calculations, including the numbers I already knew to be positioned in the three different sectors, and the number of troops

at least five to one’i mumbled. I looked at the maps again, continuing to check the math in my head, but

easily surround us, cut the palace off from the outside world, and lay siege to our city until we all

have to think of something major that we could do to

my heart started

couldn’t think, I couldn’t feel, and I couldn’t breathe. It was as if part of me

looked at me worriedly. He

I need a moment. Take over

myself and announced, “Commander Landon, my Beta will continue going through the detailed reports with everyone. I need some quiet time to

turned and walked out of

Rosalie, right then. Something was wrong but I was

I told myself that she would be fine. She said she’d be fine a couple of days ago She said she just needed

urging me to move faster and faster. With every step that I took, the twisting motion within me became worse. No matter how much I tried to

of her room, I saw both Georgia and Vicky standing

head around the situation. My gaze fell upon

a moment, my

I lowered my voice. I didn’t want to starlle Rosalle… she still needed

she must be just resting, I told

myself calling

Why didn’t

she was still beautiful. I forced myself to look away from her stunning white hair.my instinct told me not

placed one hand

I hushed her. “She’s resting. Can’t you

carried me closer to the bed, then I sat on

was sobbing. I scolded them in low voice. What

they act like this? Rosalie wasn’t dying. She couldn’t

held Rosalie’s hand in mine, but as the temperature of her hands

someone who could tell me this wasn’t real, but they were

No.

fate treat me like

I accept that she was

to apologize to her for everything

so

thought that it might take me months. years, or even decades to make it up to her, and it was all good because I’d thought

didn’t want me to be her mate, I’d stay away as if I didn’t exist in her life. I’d watch her, protect her,

needed,

I had set eyes on her, I’d wanted her, but through my own foolishness, I

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