Chapter 181 The Letter Says It All 

Ethan…

This was a name that carved into my bones. Someone I’d never forget, regardless whether I was in this world or not.

I took a deep breath and considered what she was asking me. I’d had a chance to say goodbye to my son. I would tell Vicky and Georgia how much I loved them and appreciated their friendship.

What, if anything, did I wish to say to Ethan?

I managed to shake my head a bit. “No,” I said,

Georgia’s eyes were wide open, as if she was heartbroken for her brother. However, seeing me fading, she didn’t press.

I whispered, “I’ve already told him everything I needed to say

“You have?” she asked, kneeling down next to me now.

“Yes, I told her. Tell him… tell him if he’s not sure what to think… how to interpret my feelings for him.. tell him to read the letter again.”

The letter?’ Vicky asked, clarifying She knew which one I meant.

The last time I thought I’d never see Ethan again, I’d told him everything. At the time, he’d thought I was already dead. Now that I was dying… there was nothing I’d want to say differently.

Closing my eyes, I finally admitted to myself that till this day, I still loved him. In fact, I had always loved him.

I came to understand that all of the fear, the anger, and the disappointment were because of the love I had for him.

Therefore, every lie he told, regardless whether he meant it or not, hurt. Every wrong he had done to me, regardless of how small it was, I couldn’t bear.

However, now I was at the end of my life, all I could see closing my eyes was his gentle blue eyes on me. I could almost smell his scent I longed for his arms around me

Yes. The letter says it all.”

**Ethon’s POV

“Alpha, our defense had been pushed back.”

“Alpha, the enemy’s reinforcements have arrived, Led by King Kal, and they are approaching.”

“Alpha, it’s urgent! They are starting to surround us!”

A large map was stretched out across the table in front of us, and as the different messengers came in to report the information about troop movements out on the battlefield, I pleced markers wherever the enemy troops were located. “How many are there?” I asked one of the messengers, a tall, slender man with a pale face who looked terrified. No wonder he wasn’t a warrior.

“On the right side, they have moved up at least twelve thousand warriors, sir,” he said, swallowing hard.

I nodded. “And the left?’

“Our reports show that there are at least ten thousand on the left, sir.” He blinked a few times, like he wos trying to get

the courage up to tell me the total number. “And… another ten thousand in the center.”

Kal is out there. And King James’s troops are moving

voice was commander Landon’s.

why it was important to

I nodded

I asked the

the tall one who had been reporting asked,

have time to explain myself. “How long,

he stammered. “Maybe_ five? They are coming fast, but the forest is dense

to be positioned in the three different sectors, and the

I looked at the maps again, continuing to check the math in my head, but I was

with these numbers, they could easily surround us, cut the

we could do to stop them. Otherwise, all was

sudden, my heart started

I couldn’t breathe. It was

me worriedly. He asked through

I need a moment. Take

my Beta will continue going through the detailed reports with everyone. I

that, I turned and

see Rosalie, right then.

she’d be fine a couple of days

terrifying feeling called out, urging me to move faster and faster. With every step that I took,

through the threshold of her room, I saw both Georgia and Vicky standing around her bed, tears filling their eyes. My arrival shocked

to get my head around the situation. My gaze fell upon Rosalie, who laid very still on the bed she was resting

moment,

I didn’t want to starlle

just resting, I

myself calling her

move. Why

look away from her stunning white

one hand on my shoulder.

I hushed her. “She’s resting. Can’t

carried me closer to the bed, then I sat on its edge

and Vicky was sobbing. I scolded them in low voice. What the f*ck are you doing?! She’s fine! Can’t

did they act like this? Rosalie wasn’t dying.

Rosalie’s hand in mine, but as

who could tell me this wasn’t real, but they were

No.

treat me

I accept that

me a chance to apologize to her for everything I did when

was so ashamed

might take me months. years, or even decades to make it up to her, and it was all good because I’d thought I had lots of time to do so now that she’d saved me from my

she didn’t want me to be her mate, I’d stay away as if I didn’t exist in her life. I’d watch her, protect

she needed,

her, I’d wanted her, but through my own foolishness, I did nothing but cause

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