Chapter 45 : Only for Me to See

*Lena*

Adrian retreated from the area, glancing back only once as he slipped back through the door of the warehouse.

Xander didn't speak. He just looked at me, his hands tucked in the pockets of his j acket.

I waited for him to say something for a moment, to say anything, but he was silent.

I shook my head, looking down at my boots before straightening up and attempting to walk past him toward the door.

He caught me by the elbow, pulling me to a halt.

“What are you wearing?" he asked, his voice low with a hint of rage.

“A dress," I sneered, yanking my arm free.

He ran his tongue along the inside of his lower lip, looking me up and down. I wished the hunger in his eyes hadn't had the effect on me that it did. My stomach tightened with anticipation as his gaze slowly met mine again.

“What do you want, Xander?"

“I need to apologize-"

“Need, or want? Those are two different things—"

He closed the distance between us with a single step, leaning down to whisper in my ear. His breath was warm on my neck, bringing a fresh wave of fire across my skin.

“I'm sony I wasn't there for you when Slate assaulted you in that alley."

I closed my eyes, breathing in his scent. He was wearing cologne, something woodsy and warm. I lost myself in it for a moment before I broke away from him once more.

“I need to find Heather and Vivien," I said flatly, void of emotion.

“They left," he replied, and my shoulders fell.

“What?"

“Heather left with a man, someone I don't know. And Viv told me she'd seen you come out here. I promised her I'd walk you back to your apartment when you were ready to leave."

I sighed, gritting my teeth as I looked up into his eyes. “I don't need your- help getting home. It's not far."

"If Slate-"

“Slate's gone," I said, a little too loudly. I flushed as a group of partygoers standing on the edge of the dock looked in our direction.

Xander took a step closer to me, furrowing his brow. “What do you mean he's gone? I saw him yesterday."

“You did?" I felt my knees start to weaken as I thought back to tire night in the alley, about the blinding light, and waking up alone and covered in an inch of fresh snow.

did you do to him, exactly?" he whispered, his hand gliding down my

didn't realize he was holding me upright until I reached out to steady myself on the

Xander.

“You used your powers."

looked up at him, tears welling in my eyes despite my efforts to stop them. “I'm not who you think I am," I whispered as tire truth

up to brush a lock of hair from my face and tuck it behind my

“You don't understand-"

pull my hand from the railing, wrapping his hand around my chilled fingers. “You spent yourself using your

did the blood root help me? Wiry did

about this in private," he said

around the warehouse, he brought me back inside, and we were hit with a rush of warmth as

bar and began to pour two glasses

I

I knew it was heavily spiked; I could smell the liquor die second I brought it to my lips. “This is your last college party though. Let's live it up, for a minute.

expression, and in a single flash of twinkling lights Xander had his arm around

never forget that night. My jacket had been tossed somewhere along the sidewall long ago now, leaving my skin exposed for Xander to touch. His fingertips along

chest pinned against his abs as he held

alcohol made every thought, every stress, and every anxiety I had flicker into embers

down my waist, his fingers toying with the break in the fabric

not wearing underwear, are

closing my eyes as his lips grazed

His hands continued their exploration of my body. Abigail had been

this. We'd ended things. There was only one thing we needed

questions I had, everything I needed to

whispered into my

mouth was slightly

“Where's your jacket?"

pulled me into a deeper

new one," he growled hungrily, his

could feel his need through the jeans he was wearing, and I subconsciously ground myself against him. He hitched his breath, then smiled

back to my

I corrld say was,

***

his jacket around my shoulders as we walked out of the warehouse. I slipped on the snow-covered sidewalk but he caught me, murmuring about having to cany me back to his apartment. His place was

talk about brought me back to reality. The cold was biting into my skin as we walked, even with his jacket covering me and

to be alone with him. I wanted to inn my fingernails down his naked back and let him

crossed a snow-packed street and Xander

are we doing here?" I asked as I let him

his

bored looking waitress set two menus on the

was quiet here, nothing but the sound of the cook tapping

“You're thin, Lena."

I mumbled, opening my menu. His jacket was covering my exposed shoulders and fell over- the slit up my thigh. I was thankful for that, but felt guilt as I noticed his amis prickle with gooseflesh. He was wearing only a tee shirt

his gaze back on his menu. “Not while you're wearing that dress. That's only for

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