Sold as the Alpha King’s Breeder

Chapter 110 : Show Me the Portal

*Lena*

I woke to faint sunlight filtering in between the thick curtains blanketing the frost-covered windows in my room at the castle of Winter Forest. Another day closer to the war, another day further from Xander.

Maeve had gone out into the woods with the book last night, and we had waited up for her to return. She came inside, her parka hanging loose over her shoulders and her glorious copper blonde hair tousled and fanning out beneath her hat. Her face was blank and flushed, and she had a distant look in her eyes.

She handed my mom the book, murmuring, “All of us are meant to gather–you and I, Lena, Mom, Clare… Mara too."

“We'll get Mara here as soon as possible–" Mom had begun, but Maeve turned on her heel and walked away, gliding up the staircase like a ghost.

A feeling had settled in my gut that twisted and lurched for the rest of the night, making it nearly impossible to sleep. Whatever Maeve had seen, or heard, had wrecked her beyond words.

Her face at the breakfast table was like frosted glass when I finally joined the rest of the family for our morning meal. She didn't touch a scrap of food, and my mom silently took away her tepid and stale cup of coffee and replaced it with a new one, which Maeve didn't so much as sip.

Grandma was staring at her, her eyes narrowed on Maeve's face. She was searching for something within Maeve's eyes that I myself couldn't see. I shifted in my seat and pressed a hand over my growing belly, pressing gently until I felt the baby kick against my touch. I heaved a breath, and reached for my tea, catching my mom's eye.

“The midwife is coming tomorrow," Mom said with a smile. “She has a birth to attend to today."

“She's been rather busy the past week," Grandma added with a sigh, her mouth curving into a proud smile. “If I'd been told that Winter Forest would be as it is now, I wouldn't have believed it. The pack has come so far in forty years."

“Have any of you been to Egoren?" I asked.

Grandma shrugged one shoulder as she dropped a sugar cube into her coffee and stirred. “Your grandfather has, several years ago now, after Soren came back with his daughter, Ciana."

“What is it like?"

“He said it's rather beautiful, lush and green–a temperate climate, much like eastern Findali. Forested. But, I haven't been there myself." Grandma brought her coffee to her lips, giving me a smile. “He said–"

“The book showed me how I will die."

Maeve's voice broke through the conversation like a heated blade. I dropped my fork, and Mom spilled her coffee across the white tablecloth as the three of us stared at Maeve. A single tear rolled down her cheek. She reached up and wiped it away, sniffing as she shook her head and tucked her hands in her lap. “I'm fine–"

nothing but tenderness and concern

won't be soon," Maeve said, a choked laugh escaping her throat. “Troy and I, we go–we go

as Maeve met her gaze. Maeve gave a sad shrug, tilting her head

which had seemed so incredibly far fetched at the time. But looking at my grandma now, I wondered if it was a possibility. The pain that lingered behind her eyes was palpable, like she was looking deep within her daughter's soul and seeing just how fragile it was,

it all laid out on the table and open for honest discussion, but I knew now was

asked, a sudden sternness to her voice that made me pause my musing and look right

chair, her mouth opening to protest my grandma's inquiry. Knowing your own death… that was deeply personal. I couldn't imagine what harboring that

all she said, reaching for

inside of her lower lip, her eyes shifting from Grandma to Maeve. Grandma held

frustration sweeping behind her eyes as she stood and pushed in her chair,

in the temple, Lena. There's a lot you need to

chair and toyed with a piece of bacon as Grandma left the dining hall. Mom sucked on her lower lip, watching Grandma

said in a near whisper, sucking in her breath. “But something felt off about

to talk about it now, Maeve," Mom replied

gift," Maeve choked through a

my own eyes. I had known they were close,

Maeve and my mom were close to each other. I felt like I was

them as I left the room and hurried upstairs. Grandma was talking to a maid in the hallway,

can walk to the temple together," I said, coming to

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city that had spread out beyond it. Grandma's arm was looped in mine as we walked, but not because she needed

Queens was a beautiful cultural landmark overlooking the inlet. In the summer it was covered in thickets of white roses, but now it was glazed with ice from being so close to the water, its walls of white and silver granite shimmering in

times over the course of my life. It was a gathering place for those who worshipped the Moon Goddess in what was considered “the old ways," which the Church of The

that to the temple attendants and priestesses who

when Tasia blasted through what Mom and Grandma called the

wooden pews led to the altar, where a great statute of the Moon Goddess was erected. A pendant hung around her neck, three moonstones in its center–the three stones Grandma had combined to save Maeve's life when

want some peace," she said with a grin, then sighed, a pang

you immortal?" I asked without