Strings of Fate

56- Courage and courting

He heads into my room and I take a minute to think. I’m proud of myself, sure I wanted to avoid that conversation, but I survived it, I didn’t run away. I follow Bellamy into my room. where he is tucking his phone and his tie into his pocket.

“What time is it anyway?” I ask, I’m so out of it. I feel like I slept a long time, but there was daylight coming through the windows, which means either we slept for only a couple hours. OR we slept through the night and it’s daytime again.

“It’s about one, we slept almost 24 hours. I’m not surprised I slept that much, you’re like a knock out drug to me, but you must have been really tired to have slept so long.” He looks at me contemplating something. I just shrug.

“I did say I haven’t been sleeping well.” I sort through my drawers looking for something comfortable to wear. I haven’t really been doing much laundry lately either. I really need to catch up on my housework. Eventually I settle on a pair of leggings that I’m pretty sure are clean and a random light grey t–shirt with blue butterflies printed on it. I throw a bra and pair of underwear onto my pile of clothes and at the sight of Bellamy lounging on my bed, scamper into my bathroom, closing and locking the door behind me. I can hear him laughing softly through the door. I get dressed and pull a brush through my hair, then step out the bathroom to find socks and shoes. Pretty sure that this is as good as it’s going to get, I tell Bellamy I’m ready to go get food.

We head out together and take a short drive to a nearby bakery. Surprisingly I’ve never been here but Bellamy has and insists that the food is great. We take our place in the short line. I notice Bellamy is shuffling around awkwardly and shooting sideways glances at me. I make eye contact and tilt my head sideways in question. He gives a smile, looking a little embarrassed to be caught watching me. Then he asks;

“I… are you going to be mad at me if I try to pay for your food?” He speaks cautiously, like he’s worried I will react badly.

“You really want to, don’t you?” I confirm. We only just made up, I don’t want to fight him again, and not over something so small as paying for my lunch. Bellamy nods his head eagerly.

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“Yes, I do,” he confirms.

“Then no, I won’t get mad at you.” Bellamy beams at me. I don’t really understand why he is

and Bellamy pays for the food, glancing sideways at me as he does so and still smiling brightly. Then we find a place to sit in the back corner of the bakery at a little table with a vase of dusty, plastic flowers decorating it. I’ve only taken a couple bites

probably admit.” he looks a little guilty, I am instantly on guard, but trying really hard not to panic. I don’t want to fight with him again. That might be my new mantra. Learning

able to see how worried I am because he

don’t know about. The reason why

try to keep the doubt from my tone but I’m almost positive Bellamy can hear it because he

food is a sort of… courting ritual for Shifters.” He pauses and waits for me to say something but I

like clothes are also considered a sign of interest. Really, any gift that shows that you

reason you insist on paying is that it’s your

“Yep.” He answers shortly.

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dress

too.” he nods and gives me an awkward

But he was so

then?” I’m not even sure I

me anyway.

was interested once I was done freaking out and being worried about my sister. Basically a little while after you kicked me out of your home and I had a minute to think about things and realise I was being ridiculous.” He looks a little ashamed of himself and I can’t help but crack a smile. Of all the things to happen, I never expected my soul

other. I’ve probably been accidentally slash sort of intentionally rejecting him all this time. That can’t be good for his self–esteem. He should know better than to

alarming.”

mean… what… what kind of response are you hoping for exactly?” I

that his potential mate will accept the food and in doing so accept that the male is courting her. Although it doesn’t count if it’s offered to a whole group or if it’s in your own home, that’s just being a good host.” he adds.

refusing to let you pay was…not what you were hoping for.” I finish awkwardly. Bellamy gives a half smile and