Strings of Fate

60 – Couches and company

I turn to Bellamy about to ask how he’s doing when he sweeps me up into a hug, pulling met right off my feet.

“Thankyou so much. I thought I could handle her but then she started crying. Usually I don’t have a problem with dealing with people who get angry but it’s not like SHE did anything wrong and I just… got stuck.” I can feel him breathing into my hair as he places me back on my feet, holding me close. I stay still a few moments until he releases me.

“Sorry if I overstepped. I just didn’t like seeing her yell at you. Also I was worried she would wake Megan, she’s finally asleep.” Bellamy shakes his head.

“You didn’t overstep. I know you aren’t ready to be… well, all in yet. But helping with this kind of thing, emotional Shifters. That is what the Alpha female does. You are going to be so. good at this, I just know it.” I take a step back in shock.

“I…um. Didn’t mean to…this doesn’t mean.” I stammer out. Bellamy takes my hand and runs.

his thumb over the back of my hand soothingly.

“Don’t worry, I understand. I’m just saying you’re better at this dealing with emotions stuff than you think you are, even if you do turn bright red every time I flirt with you.” He pauses. and winks at me, then sighs.

“This kind of thing is why the other Alphas are so obsessed with me finding a mate. This isn’t the first time I’ve folded to tears.” He shrugs and shuffles his feet awkwardly, running his free hand through his hair.

“But don’t worry about that, I promised not to pressure you and I meant it. I’m just trying to say I appreciate your help.” I give him a small smile.

“You’re welcome. And I don’t mind hearing stuff like this. I don’t want you to bottle things up and deal with them all yourself. I want to help you where I can. I just need time to get used to… us?” Bellamy gives me a bright smile.

“Thankyou, and I really do understand. I know being with me comes with a lot of

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responsibilities that you haven’t exactly signed up for. I just hope you don’t resent me for it too much.” I shake my head at him and ze his hand.

“I don’t resent you. I just don’t want to rush into anything. Now, you look like you could use a brownie.” I lead him to the kitchen and settle into a chair while he raids the brownies we

left in the fridge. He glances at a clock and sighs.

and get done.“I can see he’s reluctant to leave me by myself. I hop to my

I don’t want to bother her. Is there somewhere I could sit quietly and hang out?” I ask.

office. You can sit there while i’m working.” I smile and nod following him to his office. I glance around unsure where I should sit. There’s a chair across

sure I won’t be in the way?” I hesitate.

puts

later comes back carrying one of the comfy recliners from the living room that I never seem to end up using. Megan and

cleared a corner to the left of the room, with far more ease than I expected, he shows off his strength by moving the recliner into the newly cleared corner. The colour of the black recliner doesn’t quite match the wood and blue coloured decor of the office, but it fits in the space well enough. I settle in and Bellamy moves to sit behind his desk. On this angle he is still facing me but I’m off to the side a bit, not directly in his line of sight unless he turns his chair a little. I sit and find a movie to watch online. I keep the volume low so I don’t disturb him. At one point he gets up and leaves the office for a few minutes. He returns and drapes a blanket over my lap and hands me a plate with a brownie and a glass of water, I thank

laptop, but he’s watching me. In fact I don’t think I’ve heard him typing for a few minutes now. He doesn’t even seem to notice I’m looking back

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jumps. He gives

He asks. I

I respond. He opens his mouth to say something then pauses and hesitates. I raise an eyebrow in question. He pushes his chair back from his desk a little and angles it

1. me.

totally sure what he wants but I push my blanket aside, hop up and cross over to his side of the desk. I stop a step away from him. He doesn’t hesitate and grabs my hand pulling me in closer until

say awkwardly. Bellamy

against his shoulder. He wraps his

did your conversation with Megan go??” He asks. I sit up a little and give a

She’s a bit grumpy with you. That’s about all she said about how she’s doing. She really didn’t want to talk about it.”

have to apologise.” I can feel him cringing at the

help you. It’s not so bad.”

the two of you talk about then?

never said. anything. I’m still so embarrassed.” I hide my face again as Bellamy laughs and continues

I wasn’t sure how to bring it up, especially since you haven’t always been

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if I knew what you were

you ran away the first time I tried to kiss you.”

think you were

said you liked me.”