Strings of Fate

70- Experience and events

I glance at the time before setting my morning alarm and dropping my phone on the side table. It’s late enough that I could go to bed if I wanted to. But I don’t feel like it just yet, I might watch a movie to wind down. Not a TV show though. If I pick something with episodes I might get invested and the result will probably be an all night binge. I dont have the self control for just one or two episodes. I grab my laptop and get comfy under my freshly washed covers. I sink into my endless pile of pillows and then realise I didn’t turn off the light and curse quietly under my breath. Ugh, those stupid clapper, snapper light switching inventions don’t seem so stupid right now. With the kind of reluctance I imagine most people save for having teeth pulled, I crawl out of my nest of pillows and turn off the light. I get comfy again, pick a movie and watch it till the end. I’m very nearly asleep when it finishes so I just close.

step on it my laptop and place it carefully on the ground by my bed. I’ll be careful not to step when I get up, I place it there so often it might as well be it’s permanent location.

I jerk awake to the sound of my phone chirping. At first, I assume it’s my alarm waking me up. for the day, but that can’t be right, it’s not even close to morning yet. I check my phone and find I have a message from megan.

Megan- You up?

Remembering Megan’s nightmares I decide to call her rather than text back. She picks up on

the first ring-

“Hy Ry.” She greets me. Her tone is small and almost child–like. From those two words alone, I can tell that she is on the edge of tears.

“Aw honey. Are we talking about what’s wrong or are we talking about literally anything else?” I offer. Megan lets out a small sniffle.

“I think we’ve already talked about what needs discussing. Let’s talk about something else.” She requests. I wrack my sleepy brain for a topic of conversation. I settle on her classes, that should be a safe enough topic.

actually studying. I know you’re

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that you don’t know that. I guess I forget that we’ve only known each other for a few months. It feels like we’ve known each other forever. I’m taking a course on event management.” she answers, she

have a career in mind?” I

always liked studying. But I chose my topic at random based on what seemed interesting at the time. Although recently. Very recently that is, I’m thinking I might want to pursue the area further. My plan and goal for my life used to be to fall in love,

a new dream. One that doesn’t depend on anyone else to make it happen. I did enjoy planning for my reception and wedding. It might be interesting to see if I can find a new goal in that kind of area. Maybe an event planning business?” Megan sounds nervous. Almost like she’s asking if it’s a good idea or even just expecting me to shoot it down. I rush to

think that’s an

to see the things you do. And you do know that deciding to have a career doesn’t mean you can’t have a family. You’ve had an awful experience, but don’t give up just yet okay? I think you should aim for both.” I add seriously. Megan

We haven’t actually discussed it. Well except for that one time he mentioned us having hypothetical kids. Does that mean he does

know. I am definitely getting ahead of myself. Oh by the way, I’ve already decided what my first big event will be.” she starts. I jump on the topic, hoping to move away from. discussing my potential

That’s great! What event?” I ask eagerly.

They’re traditionally huge

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to make my failed trip down the aisle look

whine.

be a set date yet but there is still plenty to plan. I might as well start planning now since I can’t sleep anyway. Night Ryann!” I hear a click and realise Megan has hung up on me before I could complain. That girl is an absolute menace. Feeling a little