Strings of Fate

94- Looking and low–key

“You’re probably right. I’ll think about it.” He agrees. He looks a bit sad and lost as he says it. though. I decide right now that I am making it my personal mission to help Bellamy rekindle his friendships. Maybe we could have a dinner party or games night or something. I might even invite Alpha Kohen and his wife. I think I would like to know them better and Bellamy seems friendly with the Bear Alpha. Although I suppose a night like that would have to wait until I’m comfortable telling people about our relationship because I feel like it would get out fast if we started having guests all the time.

The conversation lulls a bit and Bellamy loops back to our original discussion.

“I suppose based on the fact that you changed the topic that you don’t want to talk about tonight yet then?” He prompts.

“You know, I actually completely forgot that we were even discussing it. I got sidetracked. I’m okay to talk about it with you now if you would like.” I assure him.

“Okay. Well… how are you feeling about everything?” he asks awkwardly.

“I’m not completely sure yet. I think I’m still in a bit of shock and it hasn’t completely sunk in yet. I was scared and freaked out earlier, but that went away as soon as you showed up and made sure I was safe. I’m a bit upset and angry about my home being attacked and damaged, and worried about Maggie.” I tell him.

“What about how I acted? Any questions or feelings about it? Or about moving in here?” He encourages me to continue.

“I don’t know how I feel about staying here yet. I think there are a lot of details that still need to be worked out. But I know it’s the best of my options and I think it will be okay. As for how you acted. It’s honestly pretty much what I expected from you at this point. I mean, I was a bit concerned that you weren’t talking at first. It was a bit extreme, but I can

understand it. If I was trying to keep someone safe and they got hurt I would probably want to drag them off and lock us away somewhere safe too. The real difference is that I probably couldn’t realistically manage it.” I tell him with a giggle.

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He is shifting in place, moving his weight around and still fiddling with his

okay over there?”

gone numb but it’s no big deal. Not being able to see and look out for dangers is more uncomfortable. I look down at myself. The bath is still completely full of bubbles. I can’t see anything in the water past my neck. Would it really be so bad if I let him look around? I mean, he’s seen me in a towel and he saw me in my underwear when I was drunk. This isn’t really any worse. He would be able to see far less in

decide to

it’s probably okay if you want to open

I tell him.

sure?” he confirms.

covered away.” Permission

able to look around. He moves around a bit and changes his position so he is sitting cross legged. It’s a shame neither of us thought to grab a towel or something for him to sit on BEFORE I got into the tub. Now that his eyes are open I

Did they just come to talk about Megan or was there

with a few crappy reasons for meeting that were

or at the very

Megan was their aim the

been constantly making efforts to get me replaced

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was the one who fought when her guard was supposedly with her. Trying to explain that my

it is.” he sighs.

it?” I question. It makes no sense

to defend herself?

pregnant in the kitchen. They don’t appreciate that she knew how to defend herself in

that it might sound a little hypocritical from me given how overprotective I can be, but I would never stop a woman from defending herself, even if I would prefer to do it myself. Particularly when it comes to you. You don’t