Strings of Fate

128- Emails and empathy

Bellamy looks a little shell shocked. I think he still forgets sometimes that he can’t just boss me around and stare at me to get me to cooperate like he does with everyone else. He doesn’t MEAN to be bossy, it just comes naturally to him as a result of everyone expecting him to tell them what to do and then jumping at his orders. After a moment, his eyes drop to the ground

and he groans out his frustration.

“I get it. I’ll think on the issue. There’s still a few days. A lot can change in a few days.” He falls silent, then slowly, what I can only describe as a calculating expression slides into place.

“Actually, if we’re changing the topic. I could use your help with something.” Bellamy switches topics fast enough to give me whiplash.

“Sure, what do you want help with?” I agree, maybe a little too quickly. I’m still feeling a

little bad for fighting him so hard when I know he is just worried about me. Bellamy stands from the couch, takes my hand and pulls me up then leads me to his office.

“Well, since I’ve been filling the role of the female alpha as well as my own role, a lot of the

Shifters have taken to emailing me their issues, arguments and complaints. I was hoping you.

would help me go through them?” He asks with a question in his voice.

“Yeah, I can try and help. Why do they email them though? Are they all non–urgent or are they anonymous or something?” I don’t really get it, emailing seems so impersonal which

seems odd if they’re asking him to mediate their personal issues. Bellamy just shrugs.

“I’m not sure, they just started doing it. I think Megan might have suggested it to someone. A lot of Shifters have been sort of forcing the job on her and when they didn’t like her responses she of course told them to talk to me. But apparently not everyone is comfortable talking to me in person? I guess I’m not as approachable. Or maybe they just assume I don’t have the time. I know emails aren’t ideal, but this is what I’ve got right now.” I scrunch up my face. I don’t know, this just seems like the kind of task that should be taken care of face to face. It’s always going to be hard to understand the intricacies of a situation when you can’t see how people react and having to email back and forth to get more information if needed seems like it would drag things out. There must be much better systems than this. Bellamy notices my face and grins.

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to take over at any

is definitely stuck on you.” Bellamy shakes

because they don’t know who you are yet. All the Shifters who know you well listen don’t they?” He asks and I kind of stare at the floor awkwardly. He is right that they have been listening to what I ask lately. Still, if they aren’t comfortable talking to Bellamy, why would

it? Shaun came to you for help getting Amber’s number. He never would have asked me something like that. You even noticed that he didn’t want to ask in front of others and took him aside so that he would be more comfortable. I think you’re a lot more approachable than you think.

dealing with relationships. Look how badly I screwed up with

think some part of you knew what you SHOULD have done. I probably overreacted a little too. I think you’ll find it is much easier to give advice than it is to take it. Plus,

says optimistically. I think he is definitely trying to make the job sound easier than it is. Trying not to scare me off I guess. Or maybe trying to tempt me

over. I stand by his side and he gestures for me to

meant to be working, that does not seem like it would result in good work focus.” I

will, I’m way more relaxed and focussed when I

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two of us, so twice the focus right?” I turn and

emails. He opens the first one

is concerned that her youngest son still seems to be having some difficulties shifting back and forth. She insists that

is apparently six years old. Well, how the hell am I meant to help with that? I only know the

this

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age

stress about details like that. You can always learn that stuff, and in the meantime you have plenty of Shifters you trust well enough to ask for more information. In this case, most Shifter kids start changing from about the time they learn to walk. They often will

kid not having complete control at six is maybe a

I reason. Bellamy

what I’ll tell her.” He starts