Strings of Fate

37- Responsible and ready

“I swear I can explain and that wasn’t how it looked.” He blurts out in one panicked breath. He continues before I get a chance to answer.

“I would never be unfaithful, I promise and I can explain everything. I know we fought and you were angry but I need you to believe me. I didn’t know she was going to do that and I would have stopped her if I did. Her father died last year and her mother was friends with my mother and she asked me as a favour to escort her daughter to get some test results because she’s worried about the murders recently and it seemed harmless, I didn’t realise Lovetta had other intentions. I was just taking her home, and she was clinging onto my arm but I was thinking about what you said about my being too harsh sometimes so I was trying to think of

a… nice way to get her off. Then suddenly she was asking if I was single and I must have taken too long to answer.” He pauses and takes a quick breath then continues as if worried that he might explode if he doesn’t get his whole story out as fast as physically possible.

“I wasn’t sure how to answer because I wanted to make it clear that I am not available, but

since you still want us to be secret I didn’t want to say anything.that would draw any additional speculation, but she must have taken my silence as an answer. I know I should.

have seen her coming and avoided it but I saw you there and I got distracted and didn’t

notice until it was too late. I swear I made it clear to her right after that I am not interested

and that I am not seeking a partner at this time. I left out the part where I’m not seeking a partner because I already have one. I swear I wasn’t out on a date, or cheating or anything

like that.” He insists. Finally he stops and I wait a moment to make sure he really is finished.

looks so awkward kneeling on the ground in front of me that I can’t repress a

cheating on me. I was worried for about half a second before I realised that would be ridiculous and would never happen. I only walked away because I

jealous? I get jealous seeing you just talk to men I know and trust if I saw you arm in arm with a

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would assume I was

be jealous. I’m almost a little concerned that you don’t appear to be jealous at

DO trust you. It would be hard not to, you’re almost excessively loyal, not

but you’re saying someone who is fated

there is no way I could ever be with someone who was disloyal, I know myself and I could never forgive that. Since we’re fated I can assume you wouldn’t do that or It would never work out.” I explain. His mouth drops in a silent ‘oh.‘ Then,

but your logic is just so funny to me. It is true though, I would never cheat on you. Not ever.” Bellamy sobers up for that last declaration.

the conversation light I just

a way to

and while it was very cute, I also can’t help but scrunch up my

we both pull ourselves together, Bellamy brings us

completely drop the issue. It depends if he understood my whole ‘asserting my independence‘ thing that I was aiming for when I went out

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answer slowly. Bellamy breathes a sigh