Strings of Fate

Cam 26- Mess and miss

I wake up late, probably around ten am and check my phone. Thank goodness I left it on silent because I have five missed calls from ‘Dingbat‘. I can only imagine how pissed off I would have been if he woke me with his pestering. I doubt there is any way I would have been able to resist answering that call and tearing into him. Which would probably be satisfying, but I doubt that it would be productive. As it is, I did put my phone on silent, I did get to sleep in and as a result I am actually in a pretty damn good mood. I take my time showering, doing every pointless beauty ritual I can think of and when I get out I dress in my daggiest clothes. A pair of small, but super unflattering shorts which somehow hang baggy over my ass while barely having enough fabric to be considered an actual piece of clothing, and a worn out, oversized green t–shirt with cartoon characters andJapanese writing on it. I have no clue what the writing says to be honest but it’s

Super comfortable so I just don’t care. I order food to be delivered from a local bakery for breakfast and I make myself a coffee with unnecessary chocolate flakes on top using my very overpriced but completely necessary coffee machine. Once I’ve had carbs and coffee I spend some time doing the housework that I’ve been procrastinating all week. Okay, so I actually spend a couple hours dancing around to music. while I move mess around. But I did wash the dishes and put on a load of laundry, so it wasn’t a total loss. Plus I danced around so much that I basically got a workout in too! So it

was technically a fairly productive morning, right?

Around lunch time I give up the pretence of cleaning and decide to get some fresh air. It’s nice outside and I need some groceries anyway. I slip on some shoes and head out as I am. It’s not like I’m planning to go anywhere important. What, is someone going to judge me for being comfortable while I pick up my fruit and veg for the week? I wander slowly towards the shops and enjoy the sunshine. My phone is vibrating again. A quick glance at the screen shows that it’s Simon again so I ignore it. A few text messages come through but I ignore them too. I’m not willing to let him ruin my good day. I do my shopping and end up with more than I thought I would buy. I contemplate calling a taxi just so that I don’t have to carry everything home but I decide against it. I can carry everything, just. No need to waste money on a ride. I’m just paying for everything when out of the corner of my eye I think I spot Simon out front. What the hell is he doing here?Maybe I’m mistaken and just imagining things. I hope that’s the case. I scramble to get my phone out. He was calling and texting carlier. Maybe something that he sent will give me clue on if it’s actually him out there or not. Either way, I’m staying in here where there are cameras and witnesses until I know for

sure.

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Cam 26- Mess and miss

Dingbat- You’re late. I told you not to be late.

Dingbat- Are you seriously not planning to turn up? I can’t imagine why you would do something so stupid..

Dingbat- Is it that you enjoy being chased? I’m not thrilled with the idea but I suppose I could put in a little effort.

Dingbat- I’m outside your workplace. Are you here?

Dingbat- I’ve texted your mother. She promised to send me your address so I can come pick you up. Will that make you happy? You’re very high maintenance you know.

Dingbat- Did you go out? I think I see you.

He is following me. Although it doesn’t sound like he’s actually sure that I’m here. Maybe I can

not good. I need… I don’t know what I need. Should I

since Simon hasn’t really DONE anything to

the checkout asks me awkwardly and I realise I’ve finished my transaction and I’m just standing

towards an empty corner where I won’t be in anyone’s way. As an added bonus, it’s not visible from outside. I’ve just about decided that I have no choice but to make a run for

Harry.” I

fast.”

guess?” I respond. I can hear the shrug in his

you might make me wait, Or that you wouldn’t answer at all.” He confesses. although he doesn’t actually

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reason. I conclude. I’m a little distracted trying to look outside to find out if Simon is

with Simon a little less stressful. Maybe because it’s hard to take anything too seriously around Harry since

have to go, I’m fine. Did you have a reason

out if you miss me yet. I’m calling to see if you wanted to call

me?” I

call me, even if you wanted to because you might be embarrassed to call me first since you spend so much time pretending that you can’t stand me.” He explains his

having a relaxing day and I’ve been enjoying the quiet. So I

if you had said yes you did miss me.” He sounds dreamy, like he’s imagining some sweet, wonderful thing. I roll my

know that?” I

to?” He asks,

much. I just did some grocery shopping. I was about to walk home.” I explain. Just as soon as I can figure out a way to

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