Chapter 11

It felt like a dream a bit. Knowing this was the last day your home was your home. The feeling was not something natural. I felt hyper aware of the time going by.

Ella had come over after breakfast and we had started packing my clothes. My mother and Cea helped as well.

I kept stopping and looking around remembering forgotten moments of my childhood. Mornings before school, studying, sleepovers, dancing around, playing pretend. It felt like it had all happened in a split second.

Now I was supposed to pack all of it up and move myself across countries to live a life that always seemed like a far off island waiting for me.

What do you do when someday arrives?

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“Anna remember you’ll get plenty of clothes there so don’t pack everything,”

I sighed looking at my hoard of clothes and decided she may possibly be right.

I started sifting through my shirts deciding what I would like and what I would not. In truth I was ill prepared for the cold of Canada but I was excited all the same.

I decided to leave a good portion of my summer clothes for donation and I took all of my warm clothes. The two pairs of jeans that I had.

“A lot of the women on our land wear skirts during winter because the harvest is over, it’s like wearing a blanket,” Ella told me.

“I suppose I’ll have to learn to make some,”

“You’ll want some sweaters too. And some long underwear if you ever go out for a winter hunt. Alpha loves to ice fish and snowmobile as well so I suggest we order you some,” Ella recommended.

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It was nice that she was here. It helped me to have someone to teach me about the new life I would have. Grayson was too busy or distracted to do so.

I looked around my room as this surge of doubt entered me. It felt like a wave washing up inside my b*dy.

Should I leave my home for him? He had barely spoken to me. I had to force him to go to dinner.

I knew that this was going to be difficult. I could feel the wall of a challenge rising in front of me. Was I ready for this when I had no idea it would be worth it?

I had no clue what was holding him back, I had no clue if he saw me as a mistake. Should I leave all of this for a risk that would shatter me?

And if I stayed? I would never know.

I shoved a lot of my clothes into garbage bags for donation. His pack did make clothes so I shouldn’t bring too much

anyways.

“Anna before I forget what color silk do you want for your binding dress?” my mother asked me and the whole room stopped.

fear she’d tell me he would never bind to

“Navy blue,” I mumbled

now too so I know you’ll

calmed a little

know. Matt said that he takes advice from his people

the clothes I was keeping and began putting them in boxes and set aside some

I looked at the

is gonna take

really have to bring them all?” Cea whined next

not leaving without

was going to go through this I needed a place of escape. Reading never failed to take me to whoever

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picked up the

over boxes and furniture to get to her and stop her from opening it but to no

and my eardrum. “What on earth is this! Oh, it is so beautiful! How

blue sapphire ring that had a

dazzle

“It’s gorgeous, when did he

as to why no

if I had known Grayson was my mate I would have worn it with pride, but I hadn’t, and I didn’t fully trust the

Now it was still in the box because it felt wrong to wear a ring when he

put it on when I felt

request,” Ella walked over and admired it.

mother looked

is a claim on me,” I gave her a half-truth so my doubts weren’t exposed to his pack

after getting to know one another but

me my ring he’d let me pick it out with him,” Cea showed off

pear-shaped diamonds on the side on a gold band

relationship when a couple gifted rings

me a ring before ever even meeting me it was a way for him to show his serious intent for

Now it felt cheap.

and he wasn’t even talking to

by the goddess at creation and it felt

pricking

ever goes as it

from my mother and placed it

it safe but

like it,” Ella chimed in

once for reassurance. “I just can’t wear it until I

packed and with endless complaints from Cea about my hobby I suggested she break with the books and pack

some sandwiches,” my mother

it’s fair that’ll you be three thousand miles from me,” Cea sat down beside me and rested

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