System vs Rebirth

"Noel, I'm sorry."

"Eh?" Noel widened his eyes in shock.

This was what Anna had been wanting to say this whole time. Whenever she had the opportunity to say this, Noel would find an excuse to leave her or shut her up. But this time, Noel was too confused to do the usual action, allowing her to finally say this one word.

'Sorry.' After Anna changed for the better, she hadn't apologized for a single time to Noel. And this apology was directed to her past action.

Anna closed her eyes and explained, "Even though when I brought the topic to my father, I realized that my father and the royal family had decided on your family's outcome, there's no denying that I asked my father to have your entire family get executed.

"At first, I thought that you should be eliminated because your family might rise again and take revenge. Even I don't understand why my father and the royal family decided to spare your life, but…

"After knowing you and observing you up close, I know that you didn't deserve any of that. Your light helped other people and will surely continue helping others…

"So, I owe you an apology." While still holding her head low, she took a deep breath and said with everything in her heart. "Noel, I'm sorry."

Noel froze. He was already aware that Anna had changed. So, he had been avoiding her to make sure that his determination to take revenge didn't falter. But to think that Anna took this opportunity to finally apologize to him, it gave complicated feelings to Noel's heart.

On the one hand, Noel thought to himself.

'If a murderer got caught and sentenced to twenty years in prison, how do people react to this man? What if the murderer has actually changed himself for the better and get prepared to turn over a new leaf? He has admitted his mistakes and wants to atone his sins for the rest of his life by becoming a good person.

it's the former, can others actually put

be able to get any job and even another person in his life? What does he needs to do if he wants to eat? Stealing? Then, the murderer will become a thief. Even though he wants to become a good person, the other forces him to

of thought, Noel hesitated to see whether he could forgive Anna

in the future to atone her sins. If he couldn't put

would continue until

strong. What the Stargaze Family and the Royal Family had done were simply too much for him. There was no way he could

in a dilemma. He was stressed

his teeth and rushed to

she was enduring the

even need to apologize? Don't apologize!" Noel shouted as his hand started shaking. The grip became weaker as time passed.

do it no matter what it takes."

atone for your sins, then kill yourself!" Noel shouted back,

do, including atoning that sin. By continuing

that person could do much more

the

them like how they killed your parents

only reason you are suffering like

'You are a fool.'

hatred kept crawling back into his heart. But Noel had changed in the past few months he was here. The kindness to other people had also grown to him, so those thoughts also