Tangled

4 Ava: Planning

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The next three days pass in a haze as I endeavor to leave my room as little as possible. I spend the time trying to make a plan to escape; there’s no way in hell I’m staying here to become the pack’s omega whore. My brain skirts past everything that happened with Todd, deciding ignoring it all was much cheaper than therapy.

The walls of my room close in on me. My heart pounds in my chest, and I can’t stop the tears from falling. I try to distract myself with books, but every word seems to mock me, every page a reminder of my trapped existence. I’ve given up on my classes, because–well, I’m not coming back. Obviously.

I conclude that my best bet is to run from the gala itself, while everyone is too distracted to notice I’m gone. I pack a bag with escape in mind, filling it with clothes, food, and the balance in my bank account, after withdrawing it all. I don’t know where I’ll go or what I’ll do, but I can’t stay here anymore.

I buy a burner phone and program Lisa’s number into it, but I’m not sure if it will be safe to text her when

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I’m gone. Like a coward, I say nothing about my plans, and find myself pre–mourning the loss of my best friend. If I tell her anything, she will be in danger,

assuming my pack cares enough to hunt her down for information. It’s better to act like everything’s normal.

At dinner on the third day, I sit at the table, pushing food around my plate as my Dad drops the bomb. We’re going to the Silvermoon Pack’s territory for the gala.

It’s happening.

Composure is hard to keep when a million fire ants are crawling around inside your skin in a psychosomatic manifestation of anxiety, but somehow, I manage. Either that, or my family doesn’t care enough to notice anything off about me.

In two days, I can’t believe I’ll be surrounded by shifters looking for their fated mates, while I’m just trying to find a way out.

Dad clears his throat and I glance at him, surprised to find his eyes locked on me. “Ava,” he says, in this weird cadence that I think was supposed to be… soothing? “This is a big event for all of us.”

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“Yes, Father”

you would understand why I would prefer to keep you home, but it would look odd to leave my unmated, eligible daughter at home when Jessa

something to me. I glance around the table, unsurprised to find Jessa grimacing at her plate and Phoenix studying me with hist trademark detachment.

all of them, that’s exactly what

table. “I expect nothing but your best behavior while we are there. Ava.” His eyes trail to the bruises at my neck, and I flinch. They weren’t as bad as I thought they would be, but I can only hope

head, prodding at my green beans with

it isn’t like you’ll find your mate there. So just try to stay

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returns his attention to

and I clench my fist in my lap, hidden

the table.

in feeling hurt by his

***

done like most of my familial interactions–in silence. Mom, Dad, and Jessa are in their own vehicle, while I accompany Phoenix in Jessa’s

of the tires on the road lull me into a state of numbness. Phoenix drives

radio is off, because of course it

like Dad. Cold and distant, just like all

them.

the northern boundaries of the state. My thoughts drift to Lisa, wondering what she’s up to and if she will forgive me for disappearing.

planning on doing anything foolish at

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first from the sound of Phoenix’s voice, and then by his question. I stare at the side of his face, wondering

me.”

Lord, or Moon Goddess, or whoever is the real deity out there–if only I could read

nonchalant. “Besides, it’s not like anyone can mate a defect.” Oops,

make a sound. I guess he approves of my

be his mate, but your kids will be legitimate and

the sound of his

a glance toward

hell I’m staying with these

nannla

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