96 Ava: Life in Westwood (I)
Lucas still calls me every night, but Lisa had helped encourage me to text him yesterday, asking for space, at least until he returns to Westwood.
I’m sure he gets hourly reports from all my guards, but at least I don’t have to worry about playing nice when I’m starting to feel resentful and frustrated, despite knowing I should be grateful for being saved.
I’m grateful to him for a lot. Having guards around should be a small price for all of this. It’s just hard.
“Welcome home!” Lisa exclaims as she flings open the door to her new apartment.
When Lisa said that Lucas had settled her into an
apartment, I’d expected something… I don’t know.
Normal?
This is far from normal.
The luxurious living room has been decorated in some
sort of eclectic, artistic mix of boho wall decor and minimalist furniture, leaving bright, wide open spaces with bright splashes of color and texture on the walls.
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Floor–to–ceiling windows flood the space with natural light, framed by curtains I’m afraid to even touch. How can curtains look so expensive?
A sleek kitchen gleams in the corner, all stainless steel appliances and marble countertops, with white
cabinets that are going to be a terrible experience to keep clean. It’s like the entire apartment was made with maid service in mind.
I breathe, running my fingers along the back of the luxurious leather couch. “Lucas
didn’t he?”
they don’t hear me, because–well, they’re still
a guard dog watching our every move in here. What, you think someone’s
cityscape beyond the glass. Skyscrapers pierce the sky, glinting
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People crowd the
It’s busy.
from Cedarwood. From the Novel Grind and its cozy charm. From the little apartment
made my own.
From Selene.
in my head, felt her presence curled around my mind like a contented cat. I keep reaching for her, hoping to brush against the familiar
a rate that I’d truly expected to hear Selene in my head any day now, assuming it was a side effect of our bond. I’d hoped it meant Selene was getting closer, that
insidious and cold.
What if she’s hurt, or worse? The thought makes my
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leaves me feeling only half
if I can will her into existence through sheer desperation.
no answer, just the muted sounds of
every aspect of our lives!” Lisa’s voice cracks like a
But Ava’s safety is our top priority. We can’t take any chances. Not all the Blackwoods are accounted for, and there’s a good
mention of my former pack has me shuddering. Thinking of Mom and Dad makes me want to vomit, but it’s the memories of Todd’s attack that flash behind my eyelids. The
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my skin, the way his teeth dug
think about that odious little shit again, but his nightmares live in my head, rent–free.
floor, hands over my head, waiting for the torment of my
against the wave of nausea. No,
And I won’t let anyone make me feel powerless again, not even
makes me almost want to shy away from the
wrong way.
dying will change a lot of things,
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