Tangled

121 Lucas Sell Searching

121 Lucas: Still Searching

LUCAS

Being away from Ava is torture, but the random photo updates from Kellan help ease the ache in my heart. And the wolf snarling in my head.

He’s pissed that we’re far from her again, logic and reasoning be damned. And if I hear one more word. about that damn dog, Selene–I don’t even know what

I’ll do.

I can feel his frustration case as we stare at the photo Kellan texted me; she’s exhausted, her cheeks red with

exertion and her bangs damp against her head.

She hasn’t been wearing her glasses. Two days after her discharge, she’d complained about them making her vision blurry.

Vanessa and Dr. Beaumont are certain it’s a sign that her wolf is awakening, but Ava had taken the news in stride, asking no questions.

Her disinterest worries me; to be wolfless is a curse among our people. To know that her wolf might come?

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She should be over the moon, praising the Goddess for such a blessing. And yet Ava acts as though it doesn’t involve her.

Dr. Beaumont says it’s probably a trauma response to her life in the Blackwood Pack, but I can’t shake the feeling that there’s something more to all of this.

Ultimately, it doesn’t matter. As long as she’s safe and happy, I won’t ask for much more. It was hard to watch her as she lay in her hospital bed, day after day. Hard to watch as the nurses bathed her with gentle hands. Hard to watch as her cheeks thinned, even with the intravenous nutrition they’d started her on after three days.

Losing her would mean losing everything. I can’t survive in this world knowing she isn’t in it.

Simple daily activities like basic hygiene were out; no showers, and meals were only taken because Kellan would bring food and stand watch until I ate it. Lisa wouldn’t eat until I did, and I remember thinking that

Ava would kill me if her human friend starved to death

because I was too sick at the thought of losing her.

entire world could burn, as long as I

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her side.

stepped up for me, but I have a lot

the Blackwood territory, daydreaming about my

like I want to.

“Alpha?”

Shit.

away from Ava takes too much effort, but I focus again on the man in front of me. Vester’s mild exasperation is clear in the

brow, but he maintains

“Yes?”

“The report…”

cut him off before he can

me.”

his throat. “Of

the description

Communities to

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borders.”

The Unregistered Communities.

words for vampire lands.

under Supernatural Committees, all who work with the packs within their vicinity. Vampires, other classes

there are the

entire supernatural community, usually under the control of vampires, who see little reason

the world. There are too many, and vampires are too powerful. Even an alpha requires backup against

why would that shithead Renard work with

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world, my wolf growls. He’s bloodthirsty enough to challenge the entire pack, seeing little benefit from saving those

hard not to agree with him.

gut like a meal of spoiled fish, sending nausea

one of our scouts to get information from the Unregistered

eyes darkening. “We’ve lost two scouts

my chest, my wolf’s fury bleeding into my own. Two lives, gone. Two more families left to mourn,

managed to hide so well?” I snarl, slamming my fist on the table. The wood cracks under the force, splinters digging into my skin. I barely feel the