146 Ava: Without His Knowledge…
146 Ava: Without His Knowledge…
Lucas watches me with concern and care, but all I can say is, “Oh.”
Some part of me had expected Mom to stay in a coma forever. Or die.
I didn’t think about her much. Ignoring her existence is easier than dealing with–well, everything.
“I would have to return to Blackwood in order to question her.” Every word is careful and measured, as though he’s not sure how I’m going to respond.
He doesn’t invite me to go. I’m not sure I want to. He probably realizes that.
Selene glances toward us, her ears flicking as she listens.
“I don’t think that’s the best idea. Your pack needs you here. They need to see their alpha.” I’m hesitant to speak up, but Selene’s watchful gaze gives me a little confidence. “Alpha Clayton is still there, isn’t he? I think he should lead the interrogation.”
It’s our first time saying his name between us and I
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can feel Lucas‘ muscles tense.
Trying to give him a little comfort, I grab his hand, threading our fingers together. A silent message that I’m still here. That I’ve already made my choice.
My heart hurts when I realize how little I’ve really thought about the damage I’ve done to this man.
He relaxes, drawing me closer, his thumb rubbing against the back of my hand. “You’re right. I’ll call him.”
It’s amazing how warm my heart feels, knowing that I’ve given Lucas a little peace of mind, with a hint of my heart.
I’ve wasted so much time worrying about his
intentions. Worrying about being trapped in a gilded
cage.
Being brave is easier than I thought it would be.
He brings our joined hands to his lips, pressing a gentle kiss against them. “I have to meet with Kellan and discuss everything, but I’ll keep you updated. I
promise.”
***
The front door closes with a soft click, and Lucas‘
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disappears with
wrapped around my middle, hugging myself
Mom’s awake.
Lisa’s gone.
Vampires attacked.
get in touch
might be hiding in a city of
to think through. To
She watches me pace, her attention distracted from her show. Why don’t you summon Sister Miriam and see if you can get some answers? That might help
about Lucas. About
“I can’t.”
that what you
I don’t know.” I rake a hand through my
huhhling un
“It’s not
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simple.”
Because of Lucas.
Selene’s too perceptive for
by going behind
tell him
cracks. “What if he looks at me differently? What if he doesn’t want me anymore?”
fur soft against my
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sounds half–strangled to even admit it, and I
She’s not
nothing like my parents. My family.
to be happy. Selene’s words
call him
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your mate bond based on fate or choice?
the tip of my tongue to say fate,
think back.
bond insistently tugging us
I want
It’s just Lucas.
he came for me. How
no matter how much I
truth deep in my heart. Our fated bond drives us
to be with him.
he is your chosen mate, even more than
fated one.
“But what if-”
a relationship on secrets and lies. But it’s your
so, it feels like a betrayal to put my bond with
over Lisa’s
the wrong decision.
is the wrong decision.
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