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153 Ava: A Weight off Her Shoulders

This isn't so bad, right?1 ask Selene, buoyed by the gentle smile on Lucas' face,

At first I thought it was a facade to hide his anger, but he doesn't

once lash out.

Doesn't berate me.

Doesn't yell.

Just nods. Smiles. Listens.

And accepts it all.

Right, Selene says, but she sounds evasive.

So when Lucas hands me a glass of water and nudges me to sit at the table across from him, I do without hesitation.

"Okay," he finally says, leaning over the table to stare into my eyes. "Lay it on me."

He sounds a little like he's bracing himself. I can't blame him. I am,

too.

I take a deep breath. "I'm not a normal shifter."

He nods slowly. "We've established this."

I inhale sharply, searching for the right words. How do I explain something I barely understand myself? The power within me is like the wind; it exists, and occasionally makes itself known, but I can't search for it "I have some kind of magical aptitude," I finally say, meeting Lucas'

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gaze. "But I need training to control it. Without proper guidance, it could be dangerous."

Lucas stares at me, his brow furrowed. The silence stretches

between us, heavy with unspoken questions.

"What do you mean by magical aptitude, Ava?" His voice is steady, but I can sense the underlying concern.

The weight of my own ignorance is crushing, and I can only shrug. "I'm not entirely sure, to be honest. All I know is that there's a power inside me, and it's not like anything I've ever known. You saw it, too. The r His eyes narrow as he thinks back. "Your running. We assumed it was some sort of side effect from your dormant wolf."

Motioning toward Selene, I say, "She wasn't dormant. Our bond is different."

I take a deep breath, cautiously optimistic by his measured. responses. "I don't know enough about this, but Sister Miriam knows. She's going to connect me with a teacher so I can learn to control it." Lucas leans back in his chair, his eyes never leaving mine. "And trust this Sister Miriam?"

you

don't know if I

the cup in circles. "I need to

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The warmth of his touch is comforting, and I peek at his

lowered lashes.

Thoughtful. Concerned. Calm.

Ever the rational alpha."

I tell Selene in

quiet for a moment. You don't smell

What an odd

choking over the words

for a moment over my hand. "I need you to promise me

"Yes?"

hesitates, looking torn. "I need you to stay

"But that's-"

amends hastily. "For now. Just until Kellan and I can look into this a little more. To keep you safe." Drawing my brows together, I pull my hand from his. "Lucas, I know you understand that

I do, sweetheart. And we're going to do everything in our power to get

here while you look into things. I know

risk I'm willing to take on if

are all in this with

not asking

takes a deep breath, and Selene pipes up

of his anger has filled this room since you first started talking, and yet he is still trying to see your side. Do not be afraid to speak your

and rub her ears.

watch my shows on the couch. You two can have this fight anywhere, but if clothes come off, I ask that you do

bedroom

wet with her saliva, she saunters back to the living room, having made her

us.

favorite, which is running yet another one of her shows. I've seen this one before,

then that I realize the

have been able to say that to him. I should have blabbed

A Weight off

did the

to me," he says hesitantly, distracting me from that line of thought. "I appreciate you

that."

sounds like he's reciting lines from a book, but

He's trying.

Like I am.

think

unbidden, and I can't stare at his face while waiting for his answer. Instead, I pick at the buttons on the remote Selene

you think that?" His hands. cover mine, stopping the

at me."

I don't.

you're not a freak. Wolf or no wolf, I want you by my side. I never should have pushed you away. I've regretted it for so long. When I looked int "I

you."