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153 Ava: A Weight off Her Shoulders

This isn't so bad, right?1 ask Selene, buoyed by the gentle smile on Lucas' face,

At first I thought it was a facade to hide his anger, but he doesn't

once lash out.

Doesn't berate me.

Doesn't yell.

Just nods. Smiles. Listens.

And accepts it all.

Right, Selene says, but she sounds evasive.

So when Lucas hands me a glass of water and nudges me to sit at the table across from him, I do without hesitation.

"Okay," he finally says, leaning over the table to stare into my eyes. "Lay it on me."

He sounds a little like he's bracing himself. I can't blame him. I am,

too.

I take a deep breath. "I'm not a normal shifter."

He nods slowly. "We've established this."

I inhale sharply, searching for the right words. How do I explain something I barely understand myself? The power within me is like the wind; it exists, and occasionally makes itself known, but I can't search for it "I have some kind of magical aptitude," I finally say, meeting Lucas'

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gaze. "But I need training to control it. Without proper guidance, it could be dangerous."

Lucas stares at me, his brow furrowed. The silence stretches

between us, heavy with unspoken questions.

"What do you mean by magical aptitude, Ava?" His voice is steady, but I can sense the underlying concern.

The weight of my own ignorance is crushing, and I can only shrug. "I'm not entirely sure, to be honest. All I know is that there's a power inside me, and it's not like anything I've ever known. You saw it, too. The r His eyes narrow as he thinks back. "Your running. We assumed it was some sort of side effect from your dormant wolf."

Motioning toward Selene, I say, "She wasn't dormant. Our bond is different."

I take a deep breath, cautiously optimistic by his measured. responses. "I don't know enough about this, but Sister Miriam knows. She's going to connect me with a teacher so I can learn to control it." Lucas leans back in his chair, his eyes never leaving mine. "And trust this Sister Miriam?"

you

I trust

in circles. "I need to know more about this power. It's putt people around me in danger. I need to protect myself. I need to get Lisa back.

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The warmth of his touch is comforting, and

lowered lashes.

Thoughtful. Concerned. Calm.

Ever the rational alpha."

good man, I

quiet for a moment.

What an odd

Ava. She doesn't sound like she's choking over the words anymore, but there's something there that I can't quite put

fingers tensing for a moment over my hand.

"Yes?"

hesitates, looking torn. "I need you to

"But that's-"

until Kellan and I can look into this a little more. To keep you safe." Drawing my brows together, I pull my hand

going to do everything in our

while you look into

willing to take on if I can get even one step

not alone, Ava. We are all in this

not asking for

know. His eyes close as he takes a deep breath, and

since you first started talking, and yet he is still trying to see your side. Do not be

and rub her ears.

the couch. You two can have this fight anywhere, but if clothes come off, I ask that you do

bedroom

she saunters back to the

glances between us. "What's

show on now-to her second favorite, which is running yet another one of her shows. I've

that I realize the effects of the food have worn

been able to say that to him. I should

Ava, A Weight

did the

you to feel as though you can't talk to me," he says hesitantly, distracting me from that line of thought. "I appreciate you opening up to me, and I want

that."

from a book, but Selene's words echo through my

He's trying.

Like I am.

think I'm

while waiting for his answer. Instead, I pick at the buttons on the remote

Of course not. Ava, why would you think that?" His hands. cover mine,

at me."

I don't.

Ava, you're not a freak. Wolf or no wolf, I want you by my side. I never should have

you."