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177 Ava: Accepting Her Pack

During the few funeral rites Alpha Renard held in Blackwood, he spent a lot of time pontificating. Especially during the rites for h

sons.

Here, Lucas says nothing. Does nothing. Only stands there, his arms crossed over his chest, as he watches the pyres burn.

The amount of human bodies decreases as they all take to their wolf forms, standing and waiting. When I glance at Kellan, I can see that unfocused look in his eyes.

Lucas must be talking through the pack link.

That's why it's quiet.

There are wolves to either side of him, and I don't recognize any them. Then again, I know very few members of the pack.

I'd chafed over that, used it as an excuse to go to the party. But how much effort had I made to get to know these people? At every turn, I felt stifled by their regard for me as Lucas' mate. Did I ever engage the

If I can't even get to know the bodyguards sent to keep me safe at the cost of their own lives...

What kind of person doesn't even try, and just complains about her lack of freedom? a

If I had gotten to know them, perhaps things would be different.

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177 Ava Accepting Her Pack

Instead of complaining that I couldn't go anywhere without them, maybe outings would have been fun with them. Maybe the other pack members would have seen me trying to be friends...

Ah.

All those people watching me during training take on a different meaning in my head now.

Who would welcome an aloof wolf into their midst, knowing she's made no effort to assimilate into the pack?

My whining is a sour taste in my mouth, especially knowing that some of those people have now lost their lives because of me.

Despite understanding the tragedy, despite feeling terrible over the loss of life and injuries, I'd never once put a single one of their lives as a priority. I'd focused instead on Lisa.

They deserve more from us, Selene murmurs, sitting beside me with her ears flat against her skull. I once led my pack. I would

have never...

trail off in confusion once more, and I stroke

head without

the smoke

eyes once more. We cannot lose more people. I don't know what to do. I don't know what's right. But I know that this... This

Selene stiffens. Ava.

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toward the bodies burning in

What is it?

flaring as she scents the

seem to notice anything. No one here does, and they're all in their wolf

I remain in

eyes connect with mine from across the clearing, his amber eyes

is a warm weight,

cause panic with words, I jerk my

body language and turns

before that familiar, unfocused look hits his eyes once.

away from

it. I assure Selene, but I can

struggling not to

her body against

might focus on

Accenting Her

every member

his massive wolf, larger than any of the others. His fur is so dark it's nearly black, but the flickering

twilight fade into the oncoming night. A howl rips from his throat, deep and

entire area echoes with their song of grief and loss. Tears streak down my cheeks, but I make no move to wipe them away. The weight of the lives lost se As the fires continue to burn, several wolves

will spend the night in their wolf forms," Kellan murmurs in my ear, his voice taut with tension. "A pack hunt

fallen."

nod to show I heard him, but my eyes are locked

eyes glowing in the flickering light. The bond between us pulses, and I want nothing more than to go. to him, to bury my face in his fur and share in his

Selene tenses beside me, a low whine escaping her. Ava, we

respond, Lucas bolts. His powerful legs propel him forward at a monstrous pace as

Now! Kellan barks, shoving me none-too-gently towards

sound far too vicious for simple hunt. Fear claws at

a vampire." Kellan practically throws into the backseat before jumping behind the

hunt.".

twist in my seat to stare out back window at the blazing pyres lighting the

A vampire? Here?

warning slams into me, and I curse myself for not remembering sooner. "Kellan, Margot mentioned something abo a vampire at Blackwood when she bulldozed her way to my room I'm sorry. I was so f Kellan curses under his breath and pulls out his phone, punching i a number. "Vester? Is everything okay there? Any sign of a