Tangled

Chapter 194

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"Are you okay?"

Vanessa pops into my field of view with a steaming cup of what smells like hot chocolate.

Much better than coffee.

"I'm okay."

The steam from the mug assaults my face with humidity and heat, reminding me that summer is over.

The weather isn't chilly enough for hot cocoa to be a regular occurrence, and the wind is a little too warm against my skin, but the rich chocolate flavor that coats my tongue brings comfort.

It's a small thing, but it helps ground my racing thoughts as Vanessa settles beside me on the bench.

Out here, in the small garden behind the alpha lodge, there's only peace under the vast expanse of darkness and stars. Selene

slumbers peacefully a few feet away, her silver fur almost glowing in the moonlight.

There are, of course, the ever-present guards stationed around us. Four of them, at least.

But at least they're giving me this time out here, instead of leaving me to my misery indoors.

"How are you holding up this week Ava? Since we last talked... A lot seems to have changed. You look different. You sound different." Vanessa's gentle question pulls me from my thoughts.

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Thinking about this past week is much better than thinking about Mom, and how quickly her life had slipped away in front of me.

I stare into the depths of my mug, as if the answers might be found swirling in the chocolate. "It's been

hard," I admit, my voice barely above a whisper. "Mostly, it feels like I'm stumbling in the dark, unsure of which direction to take. And I don't like the person I see in my memories. I've been cringing at a lot of thin Vanessa's hand rests on my arm, a reassuring touch. "Don't overthink it. Trust in those around you. We're here to support you."

Her words are meant to comfort, but they remind me of the tensions within the pack. Another distraction I grab onto gratefully. "What about Jericho? Lucas and Kellan don't

seem to listen to him much, even though they seem to respect him."

laden with weariness. "One of the worst epidemics among wolf shifters

product of their wolf legacy, I'm afraid. It's hard to get them to go back on

try to puzzle through her

sounds a lot like they're just being idiots, but pairing

takes over, many of the previous alpha's most trusted advisors end up retiring. New blood, loyal to the current alpha,

That explains a lot. I wondered why all my bodyguards were retired, despite being in

twitch at

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they can hear every word

has been alpha for as long as I can remember, so

her elbows on

previous alpha and his Luna. It's a stigma he's never been able to fully shake in Lucas' mind, even with all of his hard work

Stupid? Absolutely asinine?

a laugh and a gasp comes out of me as I glance around in

are only the guards

can't talk about Lucas like that."

watches Selene, who's still sleeping. "They're

I've made it out to be. You'll hear about

There isn't

of Jericho, I'm never going to get the pack to see me as Luna material after the massa "You will.

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because of a single hotheaded idiot. He became the alpha when he was older, and now his son is alpha." Crossing my arms over my abdomen, I refrain from pointing out that I'm twenty years old, not fifteen. But it gives me a little

a pup, Selene whispers. Clearly, she's

all your time feeling bad, wondering

at me. She's just casually perched there, looking ahead of her,

for myself and start acting, but I don't..." Flapping my hands helplessly, I can't even finish

sentence.

what to do

"Yeah."

better choices than the day before. Apologize to those you've wronged. Take responsibility for your actions. And do

world view after everything I've

"I'm trying."

"I know."

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profile again, I can see

sight of who you are.

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