Tangled

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259 Ava: Going to Lucas

No shit.

I could have told him that; in so many ways, wolf packs are far behind their human counterparts. Even the humans have run little news clips on these things. Especially the rates of sexual assault. on women, or wolf-on-wolf violence.

"How do you know this?" Vanessa asks suspiciously. "You said communication has bee disrupted."

"Not all communication. Only those relying on human technology.

"Then shouldn't you know more about what's happening in the world?" I frown at the Inconsistency.

"If I had people to communicate with, I would know. I don't, so I am as lost as you are, Here. A map." Acarus tosses a rolled up paper to Marcus.

witchling.

For some reason, I expected something old and antique, with yellowed paper and jagged edges.

This is more like a smooth poster banner, neatly rolled up. A modern map.

Of course it is. Why would I think otherwise?

Distracted by thoughts of Lisa, I tune them out as they discuss routes and nearby cities. Ever since I decided to become a proper Luna, I've avoided thinking about her, leaving me with an icky feeling that I'm a terrible friend.

It's like no matter what, every decision feels wrong.

But every time I go down that road, I'm told I'm wallowing.

There's a huge part of me that still thinks I should have gone my own way and saved Lisa. Of course there is. Who wouldn't want to tell the world to fuck off and save their best friend?

But her safety came out of luck, not from the effort I put into it. Not even from the efforts of Lucas' pack.

It adds to that guilt rolling around in my soul.

Thinking about Lisa and the time after her kidnapping has my mind wandering down the dark days of not knowing anything, until Sister Miriam-

"Wait a second. Acarus, maybe you can answer this question"

mid-sentence to look toward

your mother able to stop

He stares.

One second..

Two.

and Vanessa look

Going to

he asks, the words

nod. "Figured it out when she visited me

to the map. "Keep such thoughts to

his words has me shuddering. I know the feeling

me, but I just

another day. If it's a secret Sister Miriam keeps in order to stay alive, I'll keep

us

old and rusted. The engine sputters in a way that has Marcus doubtful it can even get us to the place marked on the map, and Vanessa holds onto the door for dear

saying he only goes where

He's a strange person.

he makes his way through the back roads, avoiding major highways. If we took one, the drive would only take three hours, apparently. But with how the world is burning, we decide on an alternate

because Vanessa shakes me awake by the shoulder. I'm in the backseat, which is basically a tiny bench that pretends it's big enough for someone to sit on. "What is it?" Groggy, I glance out the window. It's dark. Lots of stars in the sky, telling us we're far

about three-quarters full. A piece of my

toward it.

dancing.

the way."

within me, and I close my eyes, reaching out

still can't feel Selene; there's only vast

a definite

Well, not him,

wonderful, Ava. It means he's okay. It would probably

mark."

Going to

separate us, and

everything that's happened, maybe it's

a blush creeping up my cheeks. "What

each other more clearly, communicate better. In times like these, that could make all the difference. And with how strong you both are? Who knows. That

I wanted to be accepted by his pack, to prove myself as

everything that's happened, Vanessa has

should?

just about the physical aspect, Ava. A completed mate bond strengthens both partners. You'd be able to draw on each other's