Tangled

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259 Ava: Going to Lucas

No shit.

I could have told him that; in so many ways, wolf packs are far behind their human counterparts. Even the humans have run little news clips on these things. Especially the rates of sexual assault. on women, or wolf-on-wolf violence.

"How do you know this?" Vanessa asks suspiciously. "You said communication has bee disrupted."

"Not all communication. Only those relying on human technology.

"Then shouldn't you know more about what's happening in the world?" I frown at the Inconsistency.

"If I had people to communicate with, I would know. I don't, so I am as lost as you are, Here. A map." Acarus tosses a rolled up paper to Marcus.

witchling.

For some reason, I expected something old and antique, with yellowed paper and jagged edges.

This is more like a smooth poster banner, neatly rolled up. A modern map.

Of course it is. Why would I think otherwise?

Distracted by thoughts of Lisa, I tune them out as they discuss routes and nearby cities. Ever since I decided to become a proper Luna, I've avoided thinking about her, leaving me with an icky feeling that I'm a terrible friend.

It's like no matter what, every decision feels wrong.

But every time I go down that road, I'm told I'm wallowing.

There's a huge part of me that still thinks I should have gone my own way and saved Lisa. Of course there is. Who wouldn't want to tell the world to fuck off and save their best friend?

But her safety came out of luck, not from the effort I put into it. Not even from the efforts of Lucas' pack.

It adds to that guilt rolling around in my soul.

Thinking about Lisa and the time after her kidnapping has my mind wandering down the dark days of not knowing anything, until Sister Miriam-

"Wait a second. Acarus, maybe you can answer this question"

pauses mid-sentence to look

able to

He stares.

One second..

Two.

and Vanessa look

Going to

know?" he asks, the words even

out when she visited

map. "Keep such thoughts to yourself, Aval Grey. There are certain

me shuddering. I know the feeling of

at me, but I just

If it's a secret Sister Miriam keeps in

lends us a

Marcus doubtful it can even get us to the place marked on the map, and Vanessa holds onto the door for

goes where his mother

He's a strange person.

hour is nothing but Marcus muttering directions to himself as he makes his way through the back roads, avoiding major highways. If we took one, the drive would only take three hours, apparently. But with how the world is burning, we decide on an alternate

shoulder. I'm in the backseat, which is basically a tiny bench that pretends it's big enough for someone to

is bright too, and about three-quarters full.

toward it.

dancing. "He can't respond, but I told him we are

the way."

and I close my eyes, reaching out

feel Selene; there's only vast emptiness where her consciousness

there's a faint tugging in my chest, not quite painful, but a definite

feel Lucas. Well, not

okay. It would probably hurt if he wasn't. Though..." Her brows draw together. "That's usually with

mark."

Going

us, and buoys my wearied

Vanessa says, her voice taking on a thoughtful tone, "considering everything that's

off guard, and I feel a blush creeping up my cheeks. "What

a knowing look. "The partial bond you have now is a handicap, Ava. If you were fully. mated, your connection would be stronger. You'd be able to sense each other more clearly, communicate better. In times like these, that could make all the difference. And with how strong you both are? Who

to be accepted by his pack, to prove myself as

that's happened, Vanessa has a

should? Even in this

nods. "I do. It's not just about the physical aspect, Ava. A completed mate bond strengthens both partners. You'd be able to draw on each other's strength, share