Tangled

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259 Ava: Going to Lucas

No shit.

I could have told him that; in so many ways, wolf packs are far behind their human counterparts. Even the humans have run little news clips on these things. Especially the rates of sexual assault. on women, or wolf-on-wolf violence.

"How do you know this?" Vanessa asks suspiciously. "You said communication has bee disrupted."

"Not all communication. Only those relying on human technology.

"Then shouldn't you know more about what's happening in the world?" I frown at the Inconsistency.

"If I had people to communicate with, I would know. I don't, so I am as lost as you are, Here. A map." Acarus tosses a rolled up paper to Marcus.

witchling.

For some reason, I expected something old and antique, with yellowed paper and jagged edges.

This is more like a smooth poster banner, neatly rolled up. A modern map.

Of course it is. Why would I think otherwise?

Distracted by thoughts of Lisa, I tune them out as they discuss routes and nearby cities. Ever since I decided to become a proper Luna, I've avoided thinking about her, leaving me with an icky feeling that I'm a terrible friend.

It's like no matter what, every decision feels wrong.

But every time I go down that road, I'm told I'm wallowing.

There's a huge part of me that still thinks I should have gone my own way and saved Lisa. Of course there is. Who wouldn't want to tell the world to fuck off and save their best friend?

But her safety came out of luck, not from the effort I put into it. Not even from the efforts of Lucas' pack.

It adds to that guilt rolling around in my soul.

Thinking about Lisa and the time after her kidnapping has my mind wandering down the dark days of not knowing anything, until Sister Miriam-

"Wait a second. Acarus, maybe you can answer this question"

look

mother able to

He stares.

One second..

Two.

and Vanessa look

Going to

know?" he asks, the words even

when

back to the map. "Keep such thoughts to yourself, Aval Grey. There are certain

his words has me shuddering. I know the feeling

me, but I just shake

Sister Miriam keeps in order to stay alive, I'll keep

us

even get us to the place marked on the map,

doesn't follow, saying he only goes

He's a strange person.

as he makes his way through the back roads, avoiding major highways. If we took one, the drive would only take three hours, apparently. But with how the world is burning, we decide

have fallen asleep after a while, because Vanessa shakes me awake by the shoulder. I'm in the backseat, which is basically a tiny bench that pretends it's big enough for someone to sit

The moon is bright too, and about three-quarters full. A piece of my

toward it.

Vester. Her lips curve, her eyes dancing. "He can't respond, but I told him we are

the way."

I

there's only vast emptiness where her consciousness should

faint tugging in my chest, not quite painful, but a definite pressure. It's different from my connection with Selene, yet somehow

Lucas. Well,

seat, with a warm smile. "That's wonderful, Ava. It means he's okay. It would probably hurt if he wasn't. Though..." Her brows draw together. "That's usually with

mark."

Ava: Going to

separate us, and buoys my wearied

know," Vanessa says, her voice taking on a thoughtful tone, "considering everything that's happened, maybe it's

me off guard, and I feel a

partial bond you have now is a handicap, Ava. If you were fully. mated, your connection would be stronger. You'd be able to sense each other more clearly, communicate better. In times like

to be accepted by his pack, to prove myself

everything that's happened, Vanessa has a

think we should? Even

the physical aspect, Ava. A completed mate bond strengthens both partners. You'd be