Tangled

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259 Ava: Going to Lucas

No shit.

I could have told him that; in so many ways, wolf packs are far behind their human counterparts. Even the humans have run little news clips on these things. Especially the rates of sexual assault. on women, or wolf-on-wolf violence.

"How do you know this?" Vanessa asks suspiciously. "You said communication has bee disrupted."

"Not all communication. Only those relying on human technology.

"Then shouldn't you know more about what's happening in the world?" I frown at the Inconsistency.

"If I had people to communicate with, I would know. I don't, so I am as lost as you are, Here. A map." Acarus tosses a rolled up paper to Marcus.

witchling.

For some reason, I expected something old and antique, with yellowed paper and jagged edges.

This is more like a smooth poster banner, neatly rolled up. A modern map.

Of course it is. Why would I think otherwise?

Distracted by thoughts of Lisa, I tune them out as they discuss routes and nearby cities. Ever since I decided to become a proper Luna, I've avoided thinking about her, leaving me with an icky feeling that I'm a terrible friend.

It's like no matter what, every decision feels wrong.

But every time I go down that road, I'm told I'm wallowing.

There's a huge part of me that still thinks I should have gone my own way and saved Lisa. Of course there is. Who wouldn't want to tell the world to fuck off and save their best friend?

But her safety came out of luck, not from the effort I put into it. Not even from the efforts of Lucas' pack.

It adds to that guilt rolling around in my soul.

Thinking about Lisa and the time after her kidnapping has my mind wandering down the dark days of not knowing anything, until Sister Miriam-

"Wait a second. Acarus, maybe you can answer this question"

He pauses mid-sentence to look toward me. "What is

able to

He stares.

One second..

Two.

and Vanessa look

Going

know?" he asks, the

nod. "Figured it out when she visited

the map. "Keep such thoughts to yourself, Aval Grey. There

truth of his words has me shuddering. I know

me, but I just shake

day. If it's a secret Sister Miriam keeps in order

lends us

doubtful it can even get us to the place marked on the map, and Vanessa holds

follow, saying he only goes where his mother

He's a strange person.

highways. If we took one, the drive would only take three hours, apparently. But with how the world

a tiny bench that pretends it's big enough for someone to sit on. "What is it?" Groggy, I glance out the window. It's dark.

moon is bright too, and about three-quarters full. A piece of my soul

toward it.

dancing. "He can't respond, but

the way."

something within me, and I close my eyes, reaching

still can't feel Selene; there's only

chest, not quite painful, but a definite pressure. It's

can feel Lucas. Well, not him, but

means he's okay. It would probably hurt if he wasn't. Though..." Her brows draw together. "That's usually with

mark."

Ava: Going

and buoys my wearied

"considering everything that's

me off guard, and I feel a blush creeping up my cheeks. "What do

me a knowing look. "The partial bond you have now is a handicap, Ava. If you were fully. mated, your connection would be stronger. You'd be able to sense each other more clearly, communicate better. In times like these, that could make all the difference. And with how strong you both are? Who knows. That level of communication might be the

I wanted to be accepted by his pack, to prove myself

with everything that's happened,

think we should? Even in this

Ava. A completed mate bond strengthens both partners. You'd be able to draw on each other's strength, share energy.