Tangled

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289 Ava: Who He Is

The way Lucas watches me is terrifying,

Terrifying, because there's finally interest in his gaze.

I don't want to hold hope, because every time I have even the glimmer of it, he says something that crushes my heart. The way he doesn't even recognize our fated bond kills me. It's yearning aching in my chest, wanting me to go to him. To claim him. To shake and scream until he

remembers all the pain and all the joy between us.

Instead, I sit there, scratching more vigorously at my arms, and the string inside of me tugst harder, as if trying to get my attention. I ignore it.

""Your scent."

Glancing at Lucas, who stops talking mid-sentence, I sniff discreetly in the direction of my armpits. Did I forget to scrub? He keeps talking about my smell. "Do I stink that bad?"

"It's getting stronger, he confirms, his voice husky.

Maybe this is his way of getting me to leave again. "Do you want me to go?"

"No."

Oh. Never mind, then.

My heart dances at that denial, though, raising hope high on a flag pole and waving it at the walls I've tried desperately to construct around my heart.

he says, shifting his weight as his eyes never leave me. They're golden and intense,

finally recognizing

That would be great.

I'm transported back to Cedarwood. Back to when he'd found me, after I'd run away from everything I'd

Gala. I wanted nothing to do with you, but you stuck around anyway. You were determined, and I was just afraid you'd leave

tugs at my lips as I remember those early days. "You'd break into my apartment while I was at work. Spread your scent around. It should have been creepy, but... it wasn't.

furrows slightly, but he remains silent, listening

I continue, my voice barely above a whisper.

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really. The way you bend over backwards to keep me happy,

tightens as I recall darker times. "You saved me from my family, Lucas. You're the first person to

of everything he's done for me, everything he's been through because of me, settles

respect you so much," I admit, my voice cracking slightly. "I can't even begin to understand how you can be

after... after

you away.

golden gaze never

a complete stranger.

say, the words tumbling out before I can stop them. "You were always there, waiting for me to turn to you. And now.... now the tables have

sound that reverberates through the quiet room, but I have no idea what he's

"How'd it go?"

practically pounces on me as soon as I walk through the door, her eyes shining with optimism and

all.

he says something so casual that just destroys every last hope I've ever held." Lisa hands me a plate with half a tuna sandwich and a pitiful handful of chips. I raise an eyebrow

"Wasn't sure when you'd come home,

to the gut. Is this really home now? It feels temporary, but our home isn't ours any longer. What does it look like now? I'm not sure I want to