Tangled

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Unshift 313

313 Ava: What Do You Think I Should Do?

Grimoire's presence inside of me is unfazed after his revelations from the morning. I swear his

book form even looks cheerful, sitting there on the table.

You seem worried, Selene says, sounding distracted.

"I am. I still don't agree with Grimoire"

About the summoning?

"Yes. Wouldn't you know if you were summoned?"

I suppose. Selene goes quiet for a bit, before asking, How does Lucas feel about it?

Lucas.

He's standing by the window, watching the light rain drizzle across our world. The soft patter of droplets on glass is the only sound outside of my voice. Sister Miriam and Vester left a while ago, leaving us to contemplate our next move. Lucas hasn't spoken since they departed, his thoughts as opaque as the cloudy sky outside.

"I don't know."

He seems ambivalent to the idea of summoning his wolf, but I can't blame him.

After dropping the bomb of Selene's alleged summoning-though she denies it-he did mention. the possible negatives.

While Lucas would not lose his sense of self, he might lose his wolf. Like me, he would exist as a human. But unlike me, he wouldn't have magic to bridge that supernatural gap.

No healing. No strength. What would happen if he were challenged then?

Is it any better than now?

wolf would be strong, but can an Alpha survive without his internal wolf?

pressing my cheek against the broad expanse of his back. The steady thump of his heart echoes

touch is warm, familiar, yet so new. We stand

and

stretches, undefined and uncertain. The warmth of his scent fills my lungs, surrounding me in assurance,

should do?" His voice breaks the silence, low

options before us are all shit, covered in more shit, until

shit mountain.

A What 10 You

You Think I

the state of

it weren't for

we'd have

be

learned so many times,

I admit softly. "There's so

fingers tighten slightly over mine. "Tell me

sigh, with all the weight of the world in it,

sense of self... I worry that you would feel as if

how it feels to be so

has with their wolf. Distance can create emptiness within our bond. And-scariest of all-I can die and leave her

"And I worry about what that would mean for you as Alpha. Would the pack accept a leader without

I can sense him

"And selfishly, I miss you. The you

his golden eyes searching my face. "I feel that connection with you," he says softly. "Even without the memories, there's something right about being with you. It's here: He taps his chest, then mine. "Something inside

heart swells. "I feel it too," I

gentle. "But this isn't just about us.

nod, leaning into his

you regret that we are not one body? Selene asks,

I can't imagine not being

is the same for

I can feel from her bond has me smiling, and Lucas narrows his eyes. "Are you talking to the