Tangled

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313 Ava: What Do You Think I Should Do?

Grimoire's presence inside of me is unfazed after his revelations from the morning. I swear his

book form even looks cheerful, sitting there on the table.

You seem worried, Selene says, sounding distracted.

"I am. I still don't agree with Grimoire"

About the summoning?

"Yes. Wouldn't you know if you were summoned?"

I suppose. Selene goes quiet for a bit, before asking, How does Lucas feel about it?

Lucas.

He's standing by the window, watching the light rain drizzle across our world. The soft patter of droplets on glass is the only sound outside of my voice. Sister Miriam and Vester left a while ago, leaving us to contemplate our next move. Lucas hasn't spoken since they departed, his thoughts as opaque as the cloudy sky outside.

"I don't know."

He seems ambivalent to the idea of summoning his wolf, but I can't blame him.

After dropping the bomb of Selene's alleged summoning-though she denies it-he did mention. the possible negatives.

While Lucas would not lose his sense of self, he might lose his wolf. Like me, he would exist as a human. But unlike me, he wouldn't have magic to bridge that supernatural gap.

No healing. No strength. What would happen if he were challenged then?

Is it any better than now?

an Alpha survive without his internal wolf?

arms around his waist, pressing my cheek against the broad expanse of his back. The steady thump of his heart echoes through me. Soothing. Strong.

they rest on his stomach. His touch is warm, familiar, yet

and

warmth of his scent fills my lungs, surrounding

think I should do?" His voice breaks the silence, low and

options before us are all shit, covered in more shit, until

shit mountain.

A What 10 You

You Think

it weren't for the state of the

it weren't for

have

wouldn't be forced into these

learned so many

know," I admit softly. "There's so

tighten slightly over mine. "Tell me what

of the world in it, escapes my

you would feel as if you were living half

how it feels to be

has with their wolf. Distance can create emptiness within our bond. And-scariest of all-I can die and leave her alone in this world. Or she

about what that would mean for you as Alpha. Would the pack accept a

I can sense him

selfishly, I miss you. The you

the memories, there's something right about being with you. It's here: He taps his chest, then mine. "Something inside of me is so happy, every

swells. "I feel it

"But this isn't just

nod, leaning

regret that we are not one body? Selene asks, still

admit. But I can't imagine not being able to

is the same for

her bond has me smiling, and Lucas narrows his eyes. "Are