Tangled

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313 Ava: What Do You Think I Should Do?

Grimoire's presence inside of me is unfazed after his revelations from the morning. I swear his

book form even looks cheerful, sitting there on the table.

You seem worried, Selene says, sounding distracted.

"I am. I still don't agree with Grimoire"

About the summoning?

"Yes. Wouldn't you know if you were summoned?"

I suppose. Selene goes quiet for a bit, before asking, How does Lucas feel about it?

Lucas.

He's standing by the window, watching the light rain drizzle across our world. The soft patter of droplets on glass is the only sound outside of my voice. Sister Miriam and Vester left a while ago, leaving us to contemplate our next move. Lucas hasn't spoken since they departed, his thoughts as opaque as the cloudy sky outside.

"I don't know."

He seems ambivalent to the idea of summoning his wolf, but I can't blame him.

After dropping the bomb of Selene's alleged summoning-though she denies it-he did mention. the possible negatives.

While Lucas would not lose his sense of self, he might lose his wolf. Like me, he would exist as a human. But unlike me, he wouldn't have magic to bridge that supernatural gap.

No healing. No strength. What would happen if he were challenged then?

Is it any better than now?

strong, but can an Alpha survive without his internal wolf? Would

pressing my cheek against the broad expanse of his

touch is warm, familiar, yet so new.

and

uncertain. The warmth of his scent fills my

low and rumbling. I can feel the

should he do? The options before us are all shit, covered in more shit, until

shit mountain.

A What 10 You

You Think I Should

it weren't for the

it weren't

we'd have

we wouldn't be forced

as I've learned so many

don't know," I admit softly.

over mine. "Tell me what you're

all the weight of the world in it, escapes

you would feel as if you were living half a

how it feels to be

wolf. Distance can create emptiness within our bond. And-scariest of all-I can die and leave her alone in this world. Or she can dic, and I'll be alone

"And I worry about what that would mean for you as Alpha. Would the pack

I can

him. "And selfishly, I miss you. The you who remembers

without the memories, there's something right about being with you. It's here: He taps his chest,

heart swells. "I feel it too," I

this

leaning into his

regret that we are not one

But I can't imagine not being able

is the same

love I can feel from her bond has me smiling, and Lucas narrows his eyes. "Are you talking to the