Tangled

Unshift 313

Unshift 313

313 Ava: What Do You Think I Should Do?

Grimoire's presence inside of me is unfazed after his revelations from the morning. I swear his

book form even looks cheerful, sitting there on the table.

You seem worried, Selene says, sounding distracted.

"I am. I still don't agree with Grimoire"

About the summoning?

"Yes. Wouldn't you know if you were summoned?"

I suppose. Selene goes quiet for a bit, before asking, How does Lucas feel about it?

Lucas.

He's standing by the window, watching the light rain drizzle across our world. The soft patter of droplets on glass is the only sound outside of my voice. Sister Miriam and Vester left a while ago, leaving us to contemplate our next move. Lucas hasn't spoken since they departed, his thoughts as opaque as the cloudy sky outside.

"I don't know."

He seems ambivalent to the idea of summoning his wolf, but I can't blame him.

After dropping the bomb of Selene's alleged summoning-though she denies it-he did mention. the possible negatives.

While Lucas would not lose his sense of self, he might lose his wolf. Like me, he would exist as a human. But unlike me, he wouldn't have magic to bridge that supernatural gap.

No healing. No strength. What would happen if he were challenged then?

Is it any better than now?

wolf would be strong, but can an Alpha survive

I slip my arms around his waist, pressing my cheek against the broad expanse of his back. The steady thump of his heart echoes through me. Soothing. Strong.

on his stomach. His touch is warm, familiar, yet so new. We stand like this as the

and

fills my lungs, surrounding me in assurance, soothing

low and rumbling. I can feel the vibration of his words

are all shit, covered in

shit mountain.

A What 10 You

Think I Should

weren't for the

weren't

we'd have more

wouldn't be forced into these

so many times,

softly. "There's

mine. "Tell me

all the weight of the world

worry that you would feel as if you were living half a life without your

know how it feels to be

normal shifter has with their wolf. Distance can create emptiness within our bond. And-scariest of all-I can die and leave her alone

about what that would mean for you

silent, but I can sense

I miss you. The you

connection with you," he says softly. "Even without the memories, there's something right about being with you. It's here: He

heart swells. "I feel it

"But this isn't just about us. I have a responsibility

leaning into his

not one

imagine

the

rush of love I can feel from her bond has me smiling, and Lucas narrows his eyes. "Are you talking to