Tangled

Unshift 313

Unshift 313

313 Ava: What Do You Think I Should Do?

Grimoire's presence inside of me is unfazed after his revelations from the morning. I swear his

book form even looks cheerful, sitting there on the table.

You seem worried, Selene says, sounding distracted.

"I am. I still don't agree with Grimoire"

About the summoning?

"Yes. Wouldn't you know if you were summoned?"

I suppose. Selene goes quiet for a bit, before asking, How does Lucas feel about it?

Lucas.

He's standing by the window, watching the light rain drizzle across our world. The soft patter of droplets on glass is the only sound outside of my voice. Sister Miriam and Vester left a while ago, leaving us to contemplate our next move. Lucas hasn't spoken since they departed, his thoughts as opaque as the cloudy sky outside.

"I don't know."

He seems ambivalent to the idea of summoning his wolf, but I can't blame him.

After dropping the bomb of Selene's alleged summoning-though she denies it-he did mention. the possible negatives.

While Lucas would not lose his sense of self, he might lose his wolf. Like me, he would exist as a human. But unlike me, he wouldn't have magic to bridge that supernatural gap.

No healing. No strength. What would happen if he were challenged then?

Is it any better than now?

wolf would be strong, but can an Alpha survive without

room in silence, I slip my arms around his waist, pressing my cheek against the broad expanse of his back. The

his stomach. His touch is warm, familiar, yet so new. We stand like this

and

The warmth of his scent fills my lungs, surrounding me in assurance, soothing

you think I should do?" His voice breaks the silence, low and rumbling. I can feel the vibration of

he do? The options before us are all

shit mountain.

A What 10 You

You Think

weren't for the state

it weren't for the

have

we wouldn't be

so

softly.

mine. "Tell me

soft sigh, with all the weight of the world in it, escapes my

you would feel as if you were living half a life

how it feels

but it's still different from the bond any normal shifter has with their wolf. Distance can create emptiness within our bond. And-scariest of all-I can die and leave her alone in this world. Or she can dic, and

worry about what that would mean for you as

I can sense

"And selfishly, I miss you. The you who remembers

arms, his golden eyes searching my face. "I feel that connection with you," he says softly. "Even without the memories, there's something right about

"I feel

face in his hands, his touch gentle. "But this isn't just about

nod, leaning into his

are not one body? Selene asks, still sounding

But I can't imagine not

the same for

has me smiling, and Lucas narrows his eyes. "Are you