Tasting All My Mates by Alexis Dee

Read Tasting All My Mates by Alexis Dee Chapter 192 – A Proposal In The Fields

Maynard‘s POV:

“I don‘t get it,” Christina asked me. It was time I tell someone what truly went down between Enya and me. I wouldn‘ tever want Enya to find out about it, so I wanted Christina to know I am not an asshole and she can trust me.

“I know it is hard to digest. There is a lot in my life that makes no sense. I can lie to you and tell you I only accepted Enya because I wanted to win over the other mates of hers. But I want to be honest with you,” I said as I let go of her hand. When things ended between Enya and me, I was in pain. Until I recalled it happened for the best. Where am now is a completely different spot. I have moved on from Enya after I found love in Christina.

“When I accepted Enya, I truly loved her. I was over the roof when she chose me and it wasn‘t because my ego was satisfied, but because I craved to be with her. I wanted to feel her every single moment with me, but then, then things started to change. I realized she was way more— powerful, one might say, than me,” I was withholding as many details as I could because I reckoned Enya would be very upset if she finds out I opened my foul–mouthed elsewhere. I have hurt her enough. I don‘t want to drag her back to the messy state.

“More powerful than an Alpha?” Christina almost let out a laugh when she found my statement hard to digest.

“Well, I didn‘t want to tell Enya‘s secret to her anymore. I know I told Willow in the texts, but that was not at all the entire truth. When I was with Willow in person, I told her Enya has magic. She has the power to make anybody fall for her. It was a metaphor. Willow knew I didn‘t mean it literally.

of what the seer had told her,” I remember that cursed day. I don’t believe

Enya.” Christina tilted her face and watched my face

loves herself only. They had sent assassins out for Enya.” The moment I

low, and she forgot to

will be lifted and I can find a mate that she approves of and start a happy life with her instead. When I rejected Enya, it ruined her plan. Because now my second chance

tell Enya this?”

person, very loving and sweet. She would have never let me reject her. I wanted to reject

But then thankfully, she – she saw it all. I didn‘t plan to do it that way, I planned to tell her I have accepted my other mate due to some other tensions and then wait for her to ask me to reject her because I had a feeling she would once I will stop giving her time. I didn‘t plan to hurt

Well, I did say things about her with my friends. I was a douchebag, taking my anger out on her as if she has told the seer to tell my mother all that bullcrap,” I admitted to doing wrong when I mocked

gossiping about our mates so that he can tell me his secrets and I can use them later on just in case he tries to tell Enya what I was trying to do because of the

know anymore. Do you still love her?” she