Tasting All My Mates by Alexis Dee

413-Let Me Go, Lazio.

’Christina! Do you even know what you are saying?’ I asked her after she got out of shock in the next few minutes. It really took me some time to realize what she had asked me to do.

'I know. I sound a bit weird and strange to you. but I have my reasons to suggest that," she said, lowering her face when responding to me. She seemed so intelligent, so why would she suggest such a thing?

’You want to share your mate with me? I really want to know your reasons." I frowned at her, raising my voice a little as she surprised me.

'As if you don't know already. Enya! He is not happy with me. He will never be happy with me. I tried to make it work. I did everything I could, but it seems unfair to him now.

I know he should have backed down before the marriage, but I cannot punish him for that for eternity. He has already suffered a lot. and looking at how your marriage turned out, it seems like the Moon Goddess' plan was to bring you two together. It seems like you two are born to be together." She raised her voice when her intelligence was questioned.

at her face in shock and amusement. How could someone suggest something like that? Did he really break that

had to endure to be with him?" I had to get out of

does not. Besides, I didn't do all that to make him feel like he needed to repay me. It was never intended to be a force on him. I did it for myself because I loved him unconditionally. Now he is not happy, and I don't know how long I can keep an unhappy mate with me," she yelled, breaking down at the broken marriage she had been

think that’s what I want to do?" I yelled back at

but I know what you deserve. You deserve love and someone who treats you well. You have done a lot for everyone, Enya. It is

I met you and saw you living an even shittier life. Maynard is nothing like Lazio. Even when he wasn't happy in the marriage, he cared about me. He tried to make me happy even when he wasn't happy himself, and that made me

and accept him. Don't think you are doing something wrong to me because I am giving up on our relationship, with or without your accepting him. As for Lazio, he doesn't really care. He has his eyes on his new love, and I think I don't need to say her name out loud for you," she yammered, all in one breath and in a muffled

your love away, and she

I walked over to hold her hands and make her understand I am not ready to be in a relationship with anyone. However, I must admit that I don't hate or carry the grudges I used to

and presence gave me butterflies. But I wasn't going to tell her all that. What if she is giving up on

now on. I just want everybody to be happy. I am sure you will find your happiness in him." She had to force a smile onto her lips, but she was being genuine

that she has made it clear that she