Chapter 0559 «It’s like... if I push them down, I can’t open that box again. If I did, I would get overwhelmed and I don’t think I could handle that.” “How about tonight. We will lock ourselves in the panic room and you need to let all those emotions out.

Together, we will work through them.

You can yell, hit, cry or whatever you want until you work through them. I'll be beside you the whole time.” I hated everything about that plan.

Nothing sounded like something I wanted to experience. “I think they are okay in the box.” “Kristen. This is happening. I'll be with you. You can lean on me and I won’t think less of you. I won't even tell

anyone about it. It stays between us.

Not even Colt will know.” That was a different kind of emotion.

Not telling Colt? I told him everything.

By doing this, it was like I officially stepped out of Colt’s embrace and put my complete trust in Alec.

It was that realization that shocked me more than anything. If I truly opened up and did this... there wasn’t anything left in my soul that Alec hadn’t touched. Only Colt has seen that side of me and even then, it was only what I allowed him too.

“you're afraid.” Alec said. It was more of a statement than a question.

“1...” Panic started to rise as I thought about giving that part to him. I loved him with everything in me but the idea of doing something like that scared the

would rather face Darin again than do

slammed on the breaks and forced me to

reflex, I went to

landed on his. If I had any air in

that I was caught off

vulnerable it makes you. Allow those feelings to

and let them simmer down.” I tried to do as he said. Closing

on the anxiety that it caused. I kept repeating that I could do it. I have tackled every other obstacle in my path and now I was going to tackle this. Putting on a brave face was something I was good at. Feeling

softly as he pulled me towards him. He kissed me gently on the

a shallow, calm breathing, did he speak again. “Give me this last part that you have been holding out on. It’s time.” part of me was surprised he noticed but the other part wasn’t. He

finally.

down on the gas. Still,

thought I would dread a date before but here we were. As the trees flew by us, it almost seemed.... well, I wasn’t sure what the right word was. Now that Ann was alive, I didn’t want to go to Colt’s

the gates, the guard nodded at us and let us in. “I don’t want to be here. Now I know she is out, it just seems... weird. I know that’s

that had been mine since I could drive. “Like the dark cloud is back, hanging over the pack.” “Exactly.” There wasn’t any pushing this off. Alec came around and opened my door for me. Smirking, I tried to take off the red lipstick on his lips but they were still stained

As soon as I was

territory.” Shrugging, I didn’t really care if he had it

jealous are we?” Alec looked

territorial.” Rolling my eyes, I tried to stomp away but

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