Chapter 0559 «It’s like... if I push them down, I can’t open that box again. If I did, I would get overwhelmed and I don’t think I could handle that.” “How about tonight. We will lock ourselves in the panic room and you need to let all those emotions out.

Together, we will work through them.

You can yell, hit, cry or whatever you want until you work through them. I'll be beside you the whole time.” I hated everything about that plan.

Nothing sounded like something I wanted to experience. “I think they are okay in the box.” “Kristen. This is happening. I'll be with you. You can lean on me and I won’t think less of you. I won't even tell

anyone about it. It stays between us.

Not even Colt will know.” That was a different kind of emotion.

Not telling Colt? I told him everything.

By doing this, it was like I officially stepped out of Colt’s embrace and put my complete trust in Alec.

It was that realization that shocked me more than anything. If I truly opened up and did this... there wasn’t anything left in my soul that Alec hadn’t touched. Only Colt has seen that side of me and even then, it was only what I allowed him too.

“you're afraid.” Alec said. It was more of a statement than a question.

“1...” Panic started to rise as I thought about giving that part to him. I loved him with everything in me but the idea of doing something like that scared the

I would rather face Darin

on the breaks and forced me to look at

As on reflex, I

his. If I had any

was so strong that I was caught

of it. Feel how vulnerable it makes you. Allow those feelings to relax

them simmer down.” I tried

I kept repeating that I could do it. I have tackled every other obstacle in my path and now I was going to tackle this. Putting on a brave face was something I was good at. Feeling emotions was something I

softly as he pulled me towards him. He kissed me gently

once it was back to a shallow, calm breathing, did he speak again. “Give me this last part that you have been holding out on. It’s time.” part of me was surprised he noticed but the other part wasn’t. He was extremely observant and

finally.

the gas. Still, his hand never

forward too. This was not. Never thought I would dread a date before but here we were. As the trees flew by us, it almost seemed.... well, I wasn’t

is out, it just seems... weird. I know that’s not logical but...” “1

“Exactly.” There wasn’t any pushing this off. Alec came around and opened my door for me. Smirking, I tried to take off the

it there there?” Alec asked. As soon as I was out of the car, he

marking my territory.” Shrugging, I didn’t really care if he had

jealous are we?” Alec looked at

jealous, territorial.” Rolling my eyes, I tried to

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