Chapter 247

THE PRESENT

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Seated on the bed, Emeriel shook uncontrollably in the stillness of the night. Her uneven loud breaths echoed in the silence

of her chambers as she rocked herself back and forth, her arms wrapped tightly around her knees.

None of the grand rulers had returned from the ancestral shrine.

Why do you do this to yourself? Why revisit the most painful memory of your life?

But she knew why this particular memory had broken free from its chains. The intimate conversation with King Daemonikai about children.

"If you can give me a child, Riel, I will lay the entire world at your feet."

Her trembling worsened, teeth clattering. If only he knew... if only he knew how close they had come.

We agreed to bury it, didn't we? To leave it in the past and live as if it never happened?

That's how she had lived.

Going through each day as if she were whole, as if she weren't splintered inside. As if she hadn't lost the most precious gift the gods could ever give her. Losing her child had forced her to grow past the pain of their severed bond, beyond the heartbreak that had nearly destroyed her.

It had forced her to become stronger, to bury the old Em, the one who had known innocence and hope.

After all, If I hadn't been so weak, I wouldn't have lost my child.

Who would have imagined it, that she'd conceive from her first full heat? And who would have thought she would lose it the way she did?

"You're alright. You're alright," she whispered, rocking herself. If only the movement would stoke some warmth in her soul.

But no one knew. Not even Aekeira.

secret Emeriel would carry to

children, who had suffered the loss of his two children, that she had carried his third, only to lose it due to their

himself... just as she

was hers alone to bear, even if it was

angry. No one knew the extent of her pain. No one knew why the old Emeriel had died so

survived the loss

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now, everything she had worked so hard to build was

his company, and all the feelings she had buried were clawing their way

him while it destroyed his organs, all in an effort to save her

active, yet she was

over again? Her inner voice snorted. Did you ever truly fall out

Emeriel was... terrified.

preach, easy to say,

Aekeira hadn't stood in that cold lavatory, helplessly watching her child slip

years, torn apart by the memories of a life that never had the

live with the misery, the gaping wound that

up countless nights wondering what her child might have

strong, handsome boy

have been a piercing green like their father's, or the

quake after quake, raking her

GRAND LORD OTTAI

All Ottai wanted was to collapse onto his bed and sleep for a

was always long, intricate, and draining. But if it yielded results, as

He turned-

jumping in surprise. "Emeriel,

stood leaning against the wall, shrouded in

his usually sharp senses had

bondmate said I could wait here for you," she replied, eyes still

should be in Frostfall now-" "You gave me your word." Her voice was quiet. "You said, 'Whether you could help him or not, if it

A true Urekai never forgets a promise," he

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