Chapter  7

Everyone adjourned to their rooms for a short rest before dinner. The Lycan in Xandar was

already whimpering at the thought of parting with Lucianne.

‘Do you mind if I kept you until dinner, Lucianne?” He asked nervously. He couldn’t remember the last time he was this nervous, if there was such a time in his past at all. He was a King, and before that he was the Crowned Prince. There was never really an occasion that h

e had to feel nervous about. Overwhelmed, yes, with rogue attacks. Fearful, perhaps, like

when he was about to witness the death of his father. But never was he nervous.

Lucianne narrowed her eyes and said, “That depends on what you want.”

He smiled. It was a sad smile as he explained, “I want to talk to you more. I want to know you, really know you. I don’t want you to feel like you have to keep things from me.” He took her hand and kissed the back of it briefly before placing her palm on his chest, over his heart as h e whispered, “And hopefully, I can convince you that I can love you. I’m not like the rest, Lucianne. I only want you. You’re the only mate and Queen that I will ever be willing to

accept. Please,” he took her other hand and kissed her fingers. “Please, let me get to know you.

Lucianne was touched by what she just heard. His words went straight into her heart. She wondered if it was the effect of the mate bond. She cleared her throat before nodding her

head gently and uttered, “Okay.”

Xandar looked relieved and ecstatic. He took Lucianne’s hand and led her out of the dining hall. He drove them to his villa and ushered her into the living room. After making coffee,

Xandar passed Lucianne her mug and sat next to her.

When their eyes locked, Lucianne shrugged and asked, “So, what do you want to know?”

His eyebrows furrowed as he thought about what to ask first. What he really wanted to know was no doubt a very painful topic to touch on at this early stage in their relationship, if they are in a relationship at all. He was contemplating on the second thing he wanted to know

about her. “Who are your parents? What do they do? Any siblings?”

Her lips curled up, and she had a cheeky glint in her eye as she said, “That’s definitely not what you really wanted to ask first but I’ll gladly oblige if it makes you feel comfortable. So…”

Before she responded, Xandar asked with a smile, “How are you so sure that’s not the thing at

the top of my head?”

Lucianne simply explained, “Well, for one, you took a little too long coming up with the question. We travelled from the dining hall to your home so you would’ve had your first QUESUOH 10119 before now.” She chuckled. “And two, you have a look when you’re trying to lie.”

“Is that so?” He smirked as he moved closer to 1-19;

She chuckled and nodded, “You might be a good liar when you’re prepared but taken off- guard, you look very uneasy, like you’re coming up with an excuse after being caught stealing a candy bar from the fridge.”

“Well, you have to admit, if it’s my fridge then I’m technically not stealing.” He said with a

charming smile.

“You would be if it belonged to someone else in the house.” She said, and Xandar laughed. When his laughter died down, she looked at the marble floor as she spoke, “You want to know about the five rejections, don’t you?”

Her smile was subsiding, and she was avoiding his gaze. He took her hand carefully into his own as he said in seriousness, “We ‘don’t have to talk about that today, Lucianne. There are a million other things I want to know about you.”

His expression said it all. He wanted to know. Not because he wanted to judge her worth or question her past. He just…wanted to know. He didn’t want there to be any secrets between them. As her mate, he wanted to know about the pain from her

that by listening, he could take some of the pain from

with a sad smile, and chuckled once depressingly before she started, “It’s okay. I’ll just say whatever comes to my

I!
WES…

I want you to know something.” Xandar

want to know everything about you. And if something made you upset or has hurt you, I want to know that even more. I don’t want you to think that you have to bear those emotions alone. I acknowledge that I can never fully comprehend

tears trickled down her cheeks, and she looked away. Xandar held her hands tighter when she tried to retract them to wipe away the tears. He leaned

the tears from her cheeks,

her eyes as he whispered, “I’m not like them,

show you,

when she seemed to have lost her

ignored it. At that moment, he was grateful that she

giving him a chance.

she cleared her throat and started, “So, uh…my previous mates, all five of

back home after each rejection. The first was a Beta from an ally pack. He didn’t think I had the build to

Blood Eclipse. What he told me was that the mate bond was messing with his head

and fourth were Alphas. The third was already engaged to be married to a chosen mate, and he felt that he owed it to his pack to choose her, who had Alpha blood, over me, who is not from that bloodline. That was definitely the most amicable severance. Consensual and amicable. The fourth mate wasn’t the type to settle for one female so it was a no brainer to sever that bond. However, he made it

his next life before accepting

know what was going through the Moon Goddess’s mind but

one. He’s Sebastian

shrugged, “We met at this meeting last year. He took me seriously at first but then all these lies and inconsistencies started popping up. When it came down to another Lycan and me, he never chose to defend me, even if I had the facts and they didn’t. I didn’t think much of it because I just thought that was how most Lycans are brought up — spare the Lycans, punish the wolves. But the last straw was walking in on him sleeping with another Lycan when he told me that he was going to be with

throat before she continued in a softer voice, “After

every night to stop giving me a mate.

before uttering, “I have never prayed or even asked for a mate in my life. And

met last night, all I could think about was what

she could not even grant me my only wish. But from the start, you were

imagined the pain she felt over and over again.

done nothing but serve the werewolf

find it. You seem so sure, so certain that the mate bond is not a mistake. And when Ibrought up the matter about rejection, you seemed genuinely hurt and confused, not contemplative or relieved like the mates from my past. I thought, as a Lycan, you’ll feel disappointed about being bonded to a werewolf, like Sebastian was. But you

was accepting me after that. He was never really truly interested in what I

shook her head, “I don’t know why I’m bonded to you, of all people and

use me as a joke over

and said in a gentle tone, “No, don’t

her deeply on her forehead before holding her close to his chest.

you have the makings of a true leader, a Queen. Just

and warriors. You stand apart on a whole different level. They love you. Every commendable werewolf loves you and respects you. Our Goddess sees

I was never one to be approachable, or one to get to know my people on a deeper level. But meeting you changed that. Somehow, your existence made me feel that the people deserved a better King, one who saw them, heard

eighteen years until

Lucianne. You’ve already done so much more for the people than I have, than any Lycan or werewolf have. You’re already our Queen, even if you don’t

“It was really nice of you to say all

Xandar.”

said in a serious tone, “I was speaking the truth. You are a Queen,

way you speak and the way you carry yourself, which probably explains why I don’t feel comfortable when I see you

bond at first but now that I think of it…it’s more likely because I’m not worthy to have you bow to me. If anything, I should be the one bowing

Goddess, please don’t do that. It’ll be so awkward.” She pleaded,

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