Chapter 37

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"The feeling way better than I have felt in years." I admitted to my therapist.

"Is it because she's back?" Cara asked me and I nodded.

When I first saw her on TV, I thought I was hallucinating. I couldn't believe that she was there in front of me. I couldn't believe that we were finally in the same state again." I stopped talking for a moment. "I spoke to her, you know. She wasn't thrilled to see me, but I can't re and I need to show her that I'm really sorry and that I still love her, but."1 looked down, not knowing how to continue talking.

what?" Cara asked.

"She has a boyfriend." It pained me to say those words out loud.

"And what do you plan on doing!"

"I don't know." I looked down.

*Julian, I understand that you still love her, but you can't ruin her relationship. You need to take her happiness into consideration." I hated how right she was. I didn't plan on ruining her relationship anyway. I didn't plan anything. Nothing was on my mind. All I knew was that I wanted her to be mine again

"And I don't intend to do that. I would rather die than be the reason behind her pain ever again." I did it once and 1 did not plan on committing the same mistake twice.

once

"Listen, I know that it's important to you to fix what was once broken, but I need you to keep in mind that her desires are important here too, Cara felt the need to remind me.

in mind." I took a deep breath and stood up. I didn't want to talk anymore. "I will see you next

didn't know what

to let her allow me to be a part of her life again. Seeing her in front of me brought back every single beautiful memory that

exactly nine days since her return. I

my wife. My sister was furious

your session today?"

of my sessions as I felt that they were personal, but I liked to give

her outing with Em-Amelia. It's so hard to get used to her new name," Mum said. It seemed

used to it, either," I

our front gate. When Harper got out of the passenger door, I knew that

the car and her beauty struck me as always. I loved the baby blue dress

you," Mum gushed as she hugged

gorgeous smile on her face, then she turned to me and my world stopped for a

voice. She would always be Emily to me, but I

you join us for dinner tonight?"

another time. Her

somewhere to be,"

if her response would have been the same if I hadn't been there. "I

Mum told her and she nodded. Was she now in contact with every single person

her car and drove off and suddenly, I couldn't bear watching her go. Without saying anything to my family. I

they kept calling my name. Was 1 stupid for following her? Yes. Did I regret

she caught me, but I was willing to take the risk. I wanted to know

an almost forty-minute drive, she arrived at an amusement

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