Chapter 37

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"The feeling way better than I have felt in years." I admitted to my therapist.

"Is it because she's back?" Cara asked me and I nodded.

When I first saw her on TV, I thought I was hallucinating. I couldn't believe that she was there in front of me. I couldn't believe that we were finally in the same state again." I stopped talking for a moment. "I spoke to her, you know. She wasn't thrilled to see me, but I can't re and I need to show her that I'm really sorry and that I still love her, but."1 looked down, not knowing how to continue talking.

what?" Cara asked.

"She has a boyfriend." It pained me to say those words out loud.

"And what do you plan on doing!"

"I don't know." I looked down.

*Julian, I understand that you still love her, but you can't ruin her relationship. You need to take her happiness into consideration." I hated how right she was. I didn't plan on ruining her relationship anyway. I didn't plan anything. Nothing was on my mind. All I knew was that I wanted her to be mine again

"And I don't intend to do that. I would rather die than be the reason behind her pain ever again." I did it once and 1 did not plan on committing the same mistake twice.

once

"Listen, I know that it's important to you to fix what was once broken, but I need you to keep in mind that her desires are important here too, Cara felt the need to remind me.

and stood up. I didn't want to talk anymore. "I will see

didn't know what

her life again. Seeing her in front of me brought back every single beautiful memory that we once lived together. I remembered the way we used to dance in the kitchen

been exactly nine days since her return. I hadn't seen her again after seeing her at her

knew that she had been talking to her regularly. That wasn't weird, because they used to be close when Emily was my wife. My sister was furious at me when I first told them about the divorce and she proba When I arrived at Mum's house, I found her in the front yard, watering her favourite plants. I made my way

your session

exact details of my sessions as I felt that they were personal, but I liked to give her general answers, "Is Harper coming

Em-Amelia. It's so hard to get used to her

get used to it, either,"

our front gate. When Harper got out of the passenger

my best to prevent myself from heaving. I watched as she got out of the car and her beauty

Mum gushed as she hugged my

my mother with a gorgeous smile on her face, then she turned to me and

not trusting my voice. She would always be Emily to me, but

sweetheart. Why don't you join us for dinner tonight?" Mum invited her and I

time. Her eyes

somewhere to be,"

and I wondered if her response would have

she now in contact with every

in her car and drove off and suddenly, I couldn't bear watching her go. Without saying anything to my family. I

kept calling my name. Was 1 stupid

willing to take the risk. I wanted to know more about her new life. I wanted to kasow the ones who were allowed in her

at an

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