Chapter 37

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"The feeling way better than I have felt in years." I admitted to my therapist.

"Is it because she's back?" Cara asked me and I nodded.

When I first saw her on TV, I thought I was hallucinating. I couldn't believe that she was there in front of me. I couldn't believe that we were finally in the same state again." I stopped talking for a moment. "I spoke to her, you know. She wasn't thrilled to see me, but I can't re and I need to show her that I'm really sorry and that I still love her, but."1 looked down, not knowing how to continue talking.

what?" Cara asked.

"She has a boyfriend." It pained me to say those words out loud.

"And what do you plan on doing!"

"I don't know." I looked down.

*Julian, I understand that you still love her, but you can't ruin her relationship. You need to take her happiness into consideration." I hated how right she was. I didn't plan on ruining her relationship anyway. I didn't plan anything. Nothing was on my mind. All I knew was that I wanted her to be mine again

"And I don't intend to do that. I would rather die than be the reason behind her pain ever again." I did it once and 1 did not plan on committing the same mistake twice.

once

"Listen, I know that it's important to you to fix what was once broken, but I need you to keep in mind that her desires are important here too, Cara felt the need to remind me.

will keep that in mind." I took a deep breath and stood up. I didn't want to talk anymore.

know what

her life again. Seeing her in front of me brought back every single beautiful memory that we once lived together. I remembered the way we used to

I hadn't seen her again after

Emily was my wife. My sister was furious at me when I first told them about the divorce

session today?"

of my sessions as I felt that they were personal, but I liked to

coming right after her outing with Em-Amelia. It's so hard to get used to her new name," Mum said. It seemed like their friendship was

can't get used to it, either," I agreed

talking, a car that surely wasn't Harper's drove through our front gate. When Harper

of the car and her beauty struck me as always. I loved the baby blue dress sundress she had on. Did she design it? Probably. "It's so good

Mum gushed as she

my mother with a gorgeous smile on her face, then she turned to me

be Emily to me, but

Why don't you join us for dinner tonight?" Mum invited her and

time. Her eyes

somewhere to be,"

moment and I wondered if her response would have been the same if I hadn't been there.

she nodded. Was she now in contact

and suddenly, I couldn't bear watching her go. Without saying anything to my family. I got in my car. Chapter

kept calling my name. Was 1 stupid for following her? Yes.

was going to tell her if she caught me, but I was willing to take the risk. I wanted to know more about her new life. I wanted to kasow the ones who were allowed

forty-minute drive, she arrived at an amusement

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