Chapter 37

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"The feeling way better than I have felt in years." I admitted to my therapist.

"Is it because she's back?" Cara asked me and I nodded.

When I first saw her on TV, I thought I was hallucinating. I couldn't believe that she was there in front of me. I couldn't believe that we were finally in the same state again." I stopped talking for a moment. "I spoke to her, you know. She wasn't thrilled to see me, but I can't re and I need to show her that I'm really sorry and that I still love her, but."1 looked down, not knowing how to continue talking.

what?" Cara asked.

"She has a boyfriend." It pained me to say those words out loud.

"And what do you plan on doing!"

"I don't know." I looked down.

*Julian, I understand that you still love her, but you can't ruin her relationship. You need to take her happiness into consideration." I hated how right she was. I didn't plan on ruining her relationship anyway. I didn't plan anything. Nothing was on my mind. All I knew was that I wanted her to be mine again

"And I don't intend to do that. I would rather die than be the reason behind her pain ever again." I did it once and 1 did not plan on committing the same mistake twice.

once

"Listen, I know that it's important to you to fix what was once broken, but I need you to keep in mind that her desires are important here too, Cara felt the need to remind me.

up. I didn't want to talk anymore. "I will see you

know

part of her life again. Seeing her in front of me brought back every single beautiful memory that we once lived together. I remembered the way we used to dance in the kitchen to her favorite song. I missed her food and

nine days since her return. I hadn't seen her again

Emily was my wife. My sister was furious at me when I first told them about the divorce and she proba When I arrived at Mum's house, I found her

was your session today?"

sessions as I felt that they were personal, but I liked to give her general

with Em-Amelia. It's so hard to get used to her new name," Mum said. It seemed like

it, either,"

car that surely wasn't Harper's drove through our front gate. When Harper got out of the passenger

heart and I did my best to prevent myself from heaving. I watched as she got out of the car and her beauty struck me as always. I loved the baby blue dress sundress she had on. Did she design it? Probably. "It's so good to

gushed as

mother with a gorgeous smile on her face, then she turned to

be Emily to me, but I

for dinner

time. Her eyes met

somewhere to be,"

would have been the same

Mum told her and she nodded. Was she now in contact with every single

in her car and drove off and suddenly, I couldn't bear watching her go. Without saying anything to my family. I got in my

calling my name. Was 1 stupid for following her? Yes. Did I regret my decision?

me, but I was willing to take the risk. I wanted to know more

drive, she arrived at an amusement park. Why was she there

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