Chapter 37

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"The feeling way better than I have felt in years." I admitted to my therapist.

"Is it because she's back?" Cara asked me and I nodded.

When I first saw her on TV, I thought I was hallucinating. I couldn't believe that she was there in front of me. I couldn't believe that we were finally in the same state again." I stopped talking for a moment. "I spoke to her, you know. She wasn't thrilled to see me, but I can't re and I need to show her that I'm really sorry and that I still love her, but."1 looked down, not knowing how to continue talking.

what?" Cara asked.

"She has a boyfriend." It pained me to say those words out loud.

"And what do you plan on doing!"

"I don't know." I looked down.

*Julian, I understand that you still love her, but you can't ruin her relationship. You need to take her happiness into consideration." I hated how right she was. I didn't plan on ruining her relationship anyway. I didn't plan anything. Nothing was on my mind. All I knew was that I wanted her to be mine again

"And I don't intend to do that. I would rather die than be the reason behind her pain ever again." I did it once and 1 did not plan on committing the same mistake twice.

once

"Listen, I know that it's important to you to fix what was once broken, but I need you to keep in mind that her desires are important here too, Cara felt the need to remind me.

keep that in mind." I took a deep breath and stood up. I didn't want to

didn't know

do to let her allow me to be a part of her life again. Seeing her in front of me brought back every single beautiful memory that we once lived together. I remembered the way we used to dance in the kitchen to her favorite song. I missed her food and the

been exactly nine days since her return. I hadn't seen her again

My sister was furious at me when I first told them about the divorce and she

was your session today?"

the exact details of my sessions as I felt that they were personal, but I liked to give her general answers,

to get used to her new name," Mum said. It seemed

to it, either," I agreed with

front gate. When Harper got out of the passenger door,

I watched as she got out of the car and her beauty struck me as always. I loved the baby blue dress sundress she had on. Did she design it? Probably. "It's so good to

gushed as she hugged

on her face, then she turned to

trusting my voice. She would always be Emily to me, but I was just calling her with her new name

good, sweetheart. Why don't you join us for dinner tonight?" Mum invited her and I mentally thanked

time. Her eyes

somewhere to be,"

would have been the same if I hadn't

you," Mum told her and she nodded. Was she now in contact with every single person in my

she got in her car and drove off and suddenly, I couldn't bear watching her go.

kept calling my name. Was 1 stupid for following her? Yes. Did I regret

was willing to take the risk. I wanted to know more

an almost forty-minute drive, she arrived at an amusement park. Why was she there

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