The Accidental Wife by Sara Islam

Chapter 43

This step was important. Rosie had to spend some time with Julian and his family on her own without me.

"You're going to behave nicely, okay? Do not cause them any trouble," I told my little angel before kissing her cheek. I knew that she wasn't going to cause them any trouble. Rosie was well behaved and over the past two weeks, she had gotten used to them. She had even met her cousins and they became instant friends.

It was Saturday, and she was going to sleep over at the Kensington household. Julian and Harper along with her husband and kids were also going to

I was invited to stay over too, but I politely declined as I wanted her to be alone with them. I wanted her to be comfortable around them when I wasn't around.

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I also needed to spend some time with Matt as I had barely seen him over the past two weeks.

"Here are her things. If anything happens call me. She doesn't really

get fussy easily, but if she does, just ask her what's bothering her. I have been teaching her how to express her emotions, so I believe everything will be good. She's allergic to peanuts, so don't give her peanut butter." I was rambling "Hey, hey," Julian stopped me, and I did to catch my breath. "Everything will be fine. I know that she's allergic to peanuts. I know that this is your first time leaving her alone. If you're worried, you're more than welcome to stay here." "No, I want her to be with you without me," I insisted.

"As you like. If you get worried about her at any time, call me no matter what the time is, Julian told me, and I nodded.

we were going to spend the day together. I was excited too, but

for me. He

He made me happy,

hated how I was never able to love somebody else the way I loved Julian. I was never comfortable around a man the way I used to be comfortable around Julian. He was my first true love, and nobody was able to make me fall i "You don't know how excited I am to

I know I have been a terrible girlfriend, but I promise I will make it up to you," I said,

more than I loved him, but the thing was, I had no love in me like I used to. I wasn't capable of loving anybody the way I once

taking me tonight?" I asked, placing my head

why

I whispered, kissing

very important in my life and if she wasn't comfortable around him, it would be hard for us to date. Luckily, "She's having

in

it, Matt and I arrived at the restaurant. I was surprised when I realized that he had reserved the whole place for us. There were candles everywhere and a violinist was playing a soft melody in the background. "You did this all for me?" I

was lucky to

ordered my favourite. Everything he had done tonight was according to my liking and although

got up from his place and extended

didn't know why his touch felt foreign. That was adding more to my guilt. Any girl