The Accidental Wife by Sara Islam

Chapter 60

The werks had passed since Rosie, Emily and I went to Disneyland. Ever since that day. Emily and I had been spending a lot of time together. Although I was enjoying the new steps we were both taking. I was also confused. I didn't know how to think clearly about our rela When Mau showed up at her doorstep, I found her seeking refuge in my arms. The way she held onto me took me back to the old days. She was so small in my embrace and all I wanted to do at that time was to protect her.

I stayed the night just like she asked me to, because I didn't want her to be scared of anything. When I woke up the next day, I found that she had prepared breakfast for the three of us. If anybody tried to look at us from the outside, they were going to think that we were a want from me?

I knew that she asked me to give her time when she took care of me while I was sick, but I could feel myself getting weaker. I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted to know what was going on between us. It was hard being in her presence when I didn't know where we stood. Behind closed doors, Emily and I were almost like a couple, yet I couldn't help but notice how Emily would try to make things clear that

we were both nothing but a fake couple. At first, I was glad that I got to be with her even if it was just an act, but the more time I spent with her, the more I realized that I was actually being tortured. She was so close, yet fur.

"What are you thinking about?" Emily's voice snapped me out of my thoughts. I was at her place because we were supposed to have a movie night. after having dinner together; Rosie's wish. The thing was. Rosie fell asleep about an hour ago and it was just the two of u "You're not going to like what I'm thinking about," I warned her, resting my back against the couch.

"Try me." She shrugged. Why was she testing me? I knew that she was stubborn, but now wasn't the right time for her stubbornness,

"I think it's better if I keep my mouth shut." I replied. Suddenly, I felt the need to leave. Staying with her in the same place might result in a fight and I didn't want that.

"I insist," she said, giving me her full attention.

"Fine," I exhaled, turning to fully face her. "What are we, Amelia?" She seemed taken aback by my question, but she was the persistent one, not me. "See. You don't even have an answer to that"

that I don't have an answer, I'm just.." She stopped talking and

not sure! Yeah, okay." I rolled my eyes,

should discuss

need answers. Can you give me that? Can you give whatever we have a label" I was raging from the inside, but I wasn't going to raise my voice at her. I knew

we look like friends to your 1 hissed. "Because I don't think friends

even if it's on

losing you for six years, but what you're doing to me now is emotional abuse

don't mean to abuse you! I only started the whole fake-dating thing because

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the process without noticing" I ran my

hair in frustration.

Julian. I'm scared of getting hurt again," she mumbled, sitting down

make you believe that I won't repeat what I did before. If you can't accept that, then you need to be clear with me. Tell me the truth. Is there a chance for us?"

you the answer you want," she said, finally looking at me.

than eight years ago and I suddenly wanted to do nothing but hug her and tell her that she was always going to have me and I was going to have her back no matter what, but I couldn't. I wasn't mentally okay to take that step. I needed to put

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