Chapter 64

"We're going to spend the whole day packing," Julian commented as we got out of his car and made our way to the front door of his house.

Since we didn't have any plans for the day, I called Rosie's babysitter to see if she was free for the day to watch Raste and luckily she was. I didn't like the idea of having a live-

in babysitter because I valued our privacy. She had been Rosie's babysitter since my little girl was less than two years old and when I decided to move to California, I asked her if she wanted to come along. Surprisingly, she agreed. I bought a studio- apartment and allowed her to live there for as long as she was working for me to relieve her of the burden of rent, but she had to pay for utilities. Today was her day off, but since she didn't have anything to do, she agreed to babysit

"We don't have to pack everything today. We just need to focus on clothes, any important documents that you have and any personal belongings you want to take with you." His house was bigger than mine, but mine wasn't small. It wasn't massive, but a family of four or fi The two of us walked inside and made our way to Julian's bedroom.

"If you feel uncomfortable and want to leave at any moment, tell me," Julian told

"I'm not exactly traumatized by the place. Don't worry." I assured him and kissed his lips. I could stay here if I had to, but I just didn't like the place

anymore.

Julian and 1 each grabbed a suitcase and started filling

it with clothes. He e took care of the casual wear

ual wear while I handled the suits.

After an hour of nonstop working, we threw our bodies on the bed and I subconsciously crawled into his embrace.

"I think we packed enough clothes," he mumbled, playing with my hair.

"If you keep playing with my hair like that, I'm going to fall asleep. I playfully warned him.

"Yeah, let's nap." He tightened his embrace around me and closed his eyes, making me laugh. Julian had never been the one to say no

"You're lazy." I poked his nose.

sleep.

two hours I waited to know whether he was alive or not were

funny. I was petrified of losing you last night," I whispered, nuzzling my face in

back. "I'm right

for a while and as expected, Julian managed to fall asleep. Not wanting to wake him up, I gently slipped away from his embrace and made my way to the kitchen to make

the living room, something on the coffee table caught my eye. A sacramento green velver

have a notebook

best of me, and I reached for it. I sat on the couch and opened the

Dear Emily,

really speak to you because I don't know where you are, I'm going to write you letters that you probably won't read, but what do I have to lose? I have already lost th I

as I realized what I was reading. He had been writing to me for the past years. Was I violating his privacy by reading the notebook! But it was addressed to me. Those

to know what he had been through during my

signed, but I was hurt. A voice in my head kept telling me that I was going to regret my actions and stupid me, I didn't listen. I think it was some angel trying to warn me, but I wa been like if we hadn't gotten a divorce and I

the date and found that it was

know that you'll make a great mother.

my nieces

10:29 AM 1

Chapter 64

Did you know

sunshine.

you two months after you left! I didn't know what to tell them. If only I could turn back

that is keeping me alive. I like to believe that I will

heart was beating so fast.

about me like

three years of my departure. How was he like during

a few pages and my eyes settled on a

Dear Emily,

how to stay strong anymore. I know that I'm the one to blame, but don't I deserve some mercy? Haven't

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