Chapter 64

"We're going to spend the whole day packing," Julian commented as we got out of his car and made our way to the front door of his house.

Since we didn't have any plans for the day, I called Rosie's babysitter to see if she was free for the day to watch Raste and luckily she was. I didn't like the idea of having a live-

in babysitter because I valued our privacy. She had been Rosie's babysitter since my little girl was less than two years old and when I decided to move to California, I asked her if she wanted to come along. Surprisingly, she agreed. I bought a studio- apartment and allowed her to live there for as long as she was working for me to relieve her of the burden of rent, but she had to pay for utilities. Today was her day off, but since she didn't have anything to do, she agreed to babysit

"We don't have to pack everything today. We just need to focus on clothes, any important documents that you have and any personal belongings you want to take with you." His house was bigger than mine, but mine wasn't small. It wasn't massive, but a family of four or fi The two of us walked inside and made our way to Julian's bedroom.

"If you feel uncomfortable and want to leave at any moment, tell me," Julian told

"I'm not exactly traumatized by the place. Don't worry." I assured him and kissed his lips. I could stay here if I had to, but I just didn't like the place

anymore.

Julian and 1 each grabbed a suitcase and started filling

it with clothes. He e took care of the casual wear

ual wear while I handled the suits.

After an hour of nonstop working, we threw our bodies on the bed and I subconsciously crawled into his embrace.

"I think we packed enough clothes," he mumbled, playing with my hair.

"If you keep playing with my hair like that, I'm going to fall asleep. I playfully warned him.

"Yeah, let's nap." He tightened his embrace around me and closed his eyes, making me laugh. Julian had never been the one to say no

"You're lazy." I poked his nose.

sleep.

on me, I almost burnt to death last night," he chuckled, but I didn't. The two hours I waited to know whether he was

petrified of losing you last night," I whispered, nuzzling my face in the crook of

didn't." He probably sensed my angst because he started rubbing my back. "I'm right here with you, sunshine." He pressed a long kiss

embrace and made my way to the kitchen to make us something to eat. I wasn't sure what he had in the house, but I was probably could make a meal

by the living room, something on the coffee table caught my eye. A

he have a notebook

and I reached for it. I sat on

Dear Emily,

that writing might make me feel better, so I decided to write, but to you. Since I can't really speak to you because I don't know where you are, I'm going to write you letters that you probably won't read, but what do I have to lose? I have already lost th I told myself I was going to buy the notebook in your favorite colour because I wanted it to be a reminder of you, but I'm stupid. Not once have I forgotten you in the first

writing to me for the past years. Was I violating his privacy by reading the notebook! But it was addressed to

to know what he had been through during

tear apart the papers we signed, but I was hurt. A voice in my head kept telling me that I was going to regret my actions and stupid me, I

and found that it was three

know that you'll make a great mother. I remember how you used

my nieces

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Chapter 64

Did you know that they asked

sunshine.

after you left! I didn't know what to tell them. If only I

is keeping me alive. I like to believe

heart was beating so fast. He

about me like

three years of my departure. How was he

and my eyes settled on a new

Dear Emily,

I don't know how to stay strong anymore. I know that I'm the one to blame, but don't I deserve some mercy? Haven't I done anything good in my life to make up

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