Chapter 64
"We're going to spend the whole day packing," Julian commented as we got out of his car and made our way to the front door of his house.
Since we didn't have any plans for the day, I called Rosie's babysitter to see if she was free for the day to watch Raste and luckily she was. I didn't like the idea of having a live-
in babysitter because I valued our privacy. She had been Rosie's babysitter since my little girl was less than two years old and when I decided to move to California, I asked her if she wanted to come along. Surprisingly, she agreed. I bought a studio- apartment and allowed her to live there for as long as she was working for me to relieve her of the burden of rent, but she had to pay for utilities. Today was her day off, but since she didn't have anything to do, she agreed to babysit
"We don't have to pack everything today. We just need to focus on clothes, any important documents that you have and any personal belongings you want to take with you." His house was bigger than mine, but mine wasn't small. It wasn't massive, but a family of four or fi The two of us walked inside and made our way to Julian's bedroom.
"If you feel uncomfortable and want to leave at any moment, tell me," Julian told
"I'm not exactly traumatized by the place. Don't worry." I assured him and kissed his lips. I could stay here if I had to, but I just didn't like the place
anymore.
Julian and 1 each grabbed a suitcase and started filling
it with clothes. He e took care of the casual wear
ual wear while I handled the suits.
After an hour of nonstop working, we threw our bodies on the bed and I subconsciously crawled into his embrace.
"I think we packed enough clothes," he mumbled, playing with my hair.
"If you keep playing with my hair like that, I'm going to fall asleep. I playfully warned him.
"Yeah, let's nap." He tightened his embrace around me and closed his eyes, making me laugh. Julian had never been the one to say no
"You're lazy." I poked his nose.
sleep.
death last night," he chuckled, but I didn't. The two hours I waited to
petrified of losing you last night," I whispered, nuzzling my
He probably sensed my angst because he started rubbing my back. "I'm right
and made my way to the kitchen to make us something to eat. I
on the coffee table
a
for it. I sat on the couch and opened the first
Dear Emily,
probably won't read, but what do I have to lose? I have already lost th I told myself I was going to buy the
me for the past years. Was I violating his privacy by reading the notebook! But it was addressed to me. Those were things he wanted
wanted to know what he had been through during my
know, when I first divorced you, I wanted to come back home and tear apart the papers we signed, but I was hurt. A voice in my head kept telling me that I was going to regret my
at the date and found that it was three
because I know that you'll make a great mother.
my nieces
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Chapter 64
know that they
sunshine.
two months after you left! I didn't know what to
is keeping me alive. I like to believe
heart was beating so fast.
about me like
my departure. How was he like during the first
and my eyes settled on a new
Dear Emily,
to blame, but don't I deserve some mercy? Haven't I done anything good in my
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