The Accidental Wife by Sara Islam

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My head is about to explode. It hurts more with the slightest movement. I cannot even bring myself to open my eyes. I let out a groan as I bury my head in the pillows. Memories of last night flood my mind and they're enough to make me wish I could disappear.

With all the power I have in me, I do my best to open my eyes. When I do so, I find a glass of water on my nightstand. I push myself up and find two pills beside the glass of water.

Silas. He must be the one who has left them for me. I find myself remembering the time I took care of him when he called me while being drunk at a party. Memories are easily coming back to me and I'm not sure if they can be considered a blessing or a curse now. I called Knox last night, but Silas showed up instead. I'm embarrassed that he saw me in that state. I always hear people say that when they wake up after getting drunk, they usually don't remember anything, but I do. I remember a lot of things. It's like my memory is intensively active now.

He was so gentle with me last night.

Who am I kidding? Silas has always been gentle with me.

The way he played with my hair made me think of the memory I had of him at the team's house. When I first remembered how he was with me at the team's house, I thought I was hallucinating, but I did ask him about it last night and he confirmed that my mind wasn't playing tricks on me.

Couldn't these memories have gotten back to me sooner? Had I remembered earlier, I would have never let him go.

I take the pills and force myself to get out of bed. I walk to the bathroom and slightly gasp when I look at my reflection in the mirror. I'm still in my last night's clothes and my make-up is a mess. I look like death. Washing my face is not enough to make me feel clean and refreshed. I need to take a shower. I take off into the cabin to wash the traces of last night off.

my

clothes and get

towel before heading back to my room. After putting on Something comfy, I head to the living room, expecting Silas to be there. However, I don't find him. He's nowhere to be found in the entire apartment. I should have

has a girlfriend now. Of course, he's not going to stay at my place. Am I the stupidest girl on earth? Did I

myself some coffee. I don't remember the last time I ate breakfast. My breakfast now consists of coffee and nothing else. When I'm too hungry in the morning, I just eat an apple and it's usually enough to fill

left. He was just getting

says as he closes

not knowing what I'm supposed to say. I'm embarrassed. I didn't want him to see me in the state / was

breakfast," he tells me,

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the cup of coffee. "I'm so sorry about last night. You shouldn't have...

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what, Rosie? What new barrier do you plan on installing between us?" I suck in a breath when he says that. "Why didn't you call me last night? Why did you call Knox?" His voice depict the pain he is in and I hate being the reason behind that. "Silas, you're my ex. You're dating Maisie now. I don't want to ruin your relationship with her," I tell him part of the truth. I'm not going to tell him that I can't stand being in the same room as him without thinking how stupid I was when he was mine. I'm doing everything in my power to stop

weren't going to cut ties with me?" He reminds me of what I said. He's making it hard for me and I don't know how to get out of this situation. "It's different, Silas," I tell him, hoping he won't pressure me into talking about

you even want me in your life, Rosie?" His question makes it hard for me to breathe. I do want him in my life, but

anymore, Silas. I know it may seem impossible to believe this, but having me in your life won't do you any good," I try to explain the

you be in

from moving on," I say. It's so