The Accidental Wife by Sara Islam

Chapter 148

I have been at the gym for the past forty minutes and I'm completely and utterly out of breath and out of shape too. I used to be stronger than that. The tremendous amount of weight I have lost doesn't escape my notice. I have gotten so weak over the past couple of

months, and I need to change that.

The game is in two days and I don't know if I'm going to attend it or not. His family is going to attend and mine too. Apparently, it's the last game in the season and Silas is expecting an incredible offer from a prestigious team, so they're all going to attend to support him. After taking a shower, I put on my heavy hoodie and another jacket. I'm starting to get cold easily, so I need more than one heavy layer to keep myself warm. "Long time no see, Rosie. "I stop in my tracks as I recognize the voice. I turn around and find Caroline in front of me. It's been so long since I last saw her.

"Hello

here." I smile at her. I miss her so much and I miss Alexa and Natalie too.

"How have you been?" she asks me. She is

"I stop, unable to say that I'm fine. "I've baking normally, as if I hadn't abandoned all of them.

better."

I'm actually meeting Alexa and Natalie in fifteen minutes. Why don't you join us? We can catch up." she invites.

I shift my weight between my legs, not knowing what to say. "Haven't I messed up enough, Caroline?" I hate how defeated I sound, but I don't have any energy left in me to act strong.

"No, you haven't. Come with me." Not giving me the chance to say anything, she links her arm with mine and guides me to a restaurant nearby.

"I'm not well dressed, Caroline," I say before we get inside as I look at what I'm wearing. I'm in leggings and a hoodie- Silas's hoodie.

"Luckily, this

me

this isn't a fine dine restaurant." She grins, pulling me inside with her.

Knowing I cannot run away from this, I follow her inside. Alexa and Natalie are already here. My heartbeats quicken when I see them and all I want to do is run. They take me by surprise when they smile widely at me. The two of them practically jump from their seats and For a second, I find myself frozen, but I quickly snap out of it and hug them back. I miss them so much. Not only do I miss them, but I need them too. I need the friendship we used to have.

you so much," Alexa says when we pull apart. This group hug was free

you

taking a seat. "I... I didn't think you'd want to see me again after I abandoned you." I shamefully look down. I don't

understand why you thought it would be better to walk away from us, we don't hate you, Rosie. We may be upset, but we

I don't think there's anything I can say to them to make up for what I have done. I realize that I have turned into somebody I don't recognize anymore. Somebody

since I don't have the appetite for anything. I decide to take Caesar salad although I know I won't be able to finish it. "We haven't seen you in a while, so fill us in! What's new?" Caroline asks, initiating a conversation. 09:35 Wed, Oct

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broke up with Everest," I start and allow myself to look at them instead of avoiding their gazes. The wide smiles on their faces indicate how

jerk, but why did you break up?" Natalie asks me. She is the only one who

was only dating me to get my father to give

was an a***le, but I never thought that he would

I never knew what it was until I heard him talking about

cautiously asks, and quickly adds, "You don't have to answer if you're not

I remember everything or not, but it

"I reply.

real smile on my lips. I cannot comprehend how they're going this easy on me. Shouldn't they give me a hard time for what I have done? "Are we going to see you at the

messed up really bad with Silas. I don't think he'd want to see me there." Even after what Maisie has told me, I don't think Silas can look

so much, Rosie. Stop being hard on yourself," Caroline says, and I find my

"I

of my life,

a**home and spent the night taking care of me. I'm a terrible person." My

for my hand to give

and I didn't want to ruin their relationship. I also felt like I was using him, and I couldn't just do that to him. Add to this the fact that I'm in love with him and I regret leaving him even though I'm the one who dumped him,

you just like all of us. Even if you dumped him, I can assure you that he totally understands all that you have been through. Don't waste

said resembles to a great extent what Maisie has told me. I can't help but wonder if the universe is trying to send me a

shouldn't give up. It's better to try than spend your time wondering what would have happened if you tried. First things first, attend the game with us Natalie tells me. Part of me wants to agree, but the other part is petrified. "And to make sure that you're not going

you like to have a sleepover at my place?"